i like my family:
5 minutes ago, a big black unexpected jeep pulled up on my parents' lawn. the passenger side door opened, and my estranged brother threw me a baggie full of sticky weed. he grins, tells me something about a crack house but i don't understand him, flips me off, and drives away.
last night i was up until 6am with my other...
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5 minutes ago, a big black unexpected jeep pulled up on my parents' lawn. the passenger side door opened, and my estranged brother threw me a baggie full of sticky weed. he grins, tells me something about a crack house but i don't understand him, flips me off, and drives away.
last night i was up until 6am with my other...
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This felicitous supposition declared that there is only one Individual, and that this indivisible Individual is every one of the separate beings in the universe, and that these beings are the instruments and masks of divinity itself.
-- "Tln, Uqbar, Orbis Tertius"
borges. borges. borges.
-- "Tln, Uqbar, Orbis Tertius"
borges. borges. borges.
earplug6947:
i urge you to start somewhere with the massive and rewarding SCG catalog. _torch of the mystics_ is their easiest album...then i think you might dig some of the more ranty charles gocher-based stuff. do check 'em out! they are complicated and weird and playful and masterful.
i am going to let left brain write this, i think:
today i was thinking about another online community i was on: vrave. thanks to vrave, i got into raving and computers and eastern thought and meeting people online. in the back of my head i wonder what would've happened to me if i'd missed the internet - probably the future my young republican...
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today i was thinking about another online community i was on: vrave. thanks to vrave, i got into raving and computers and eastern thought and meeting people online. in the back of my head i wonder what would've happened to me if i'd missed the internet - probably the future my young republican...
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risperdal:
i didn't think anybody who read my thingie would get the feyd thing.
holy cow. you were a young republican? i always thought that was so creepy; they had them at our school. i used to call them the hitler youth... no offense.
you know, i always had the weirdest feeling i was supposed to be born in india. ever since i was tiny i thought they were "better" people somehow. hm.
holy cow. you were a young republican? i always thought that was so creepy; they had them at our school. i used to call them the hitler youth... no offense.
you know, i always had the weirdest feeling i was supposed to be born in india. ever since i was tiny i thought they were "better" people somehow. hm.
earplug6947:
you like minor-scale hindustani ragas....but do you like [the] sun city girls?
i wrote this thing called "quantum chromodynamics" in my other journal and since i am lazy and don't have two entries in me today i am pasting it here:
i just woke up. this is not exactly true: i have been up for some time, but i have been dragging myself behind me. i had to wait for tea to shake me awake.
i couldn't...
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i just woke up. this is not exactly true: i have been up for some time, but i have been dragging myself behind me. i had to wait for tea to shake me awake.
i couldn't...
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earplug6947:
gaddis: i'd start with jack green's Fire the Bastards! for some background.
p.s. please admit you have a postal horn tattoo.
p.s. please admit you have a postal horn tattoo.
joyrider:
nah, no postal horn, i swear.
i do not know much about human nature, but i know that we want desperately to believe in something bigger than ourselves.
if you feel past the back of your thoughts, you can feel the breath of the universe. it is there, on your back, warming you.
if you feel past the back of your thoughts, you can feel the breath of the universe. it is there, on your back, warming you.
girlblue:
5am is my most active dream time. I'm thinking I really did "call" you. 
One time I was fast asleep and I heard a resonating knock like someone knocking on the door and pictured my friend a split second before she called me on the telephone from California.
On a different note, I fell in love with a particular singing bowl today and I decided to give it a home with me. I saw it in a little shop that sells mostly stuff made by Tibetan artisans and after listening to about fifteen different ones I picked up the one with the most physical imperfections and with a little patience (it took longer to sound than the rest) its voice brought all the little distracted parts of me back to center. The breathtaking beauty of its song almost made me weep.
One time I was fast asleep and I heard a resonating knock like someone knocking on the door and pictured my friend a split second before she called me on the telephone from California.
On a different note, I fell in love with a particular singing bowl today and I decided to give it a home with me. I saw it in a little shop that sells mostly stuff made by Tibetan artisans and after listening to about fifteen different ones I picked up the one with the most physical imperfections and with a little patience (it took longer to sound than the rest) its voice brought all the little distracted parts of me back to center. The breathtaking beauty of its song almost made me weep.
well, thirteen ghosts was about the dumbest film i've seen in recent memory. ergh. i don't give a shit how fast and erratic you move your camera if i am not interested in the characters in the focus.
i am going to get stoned and watch nosferatu now.
netflix.com is actually sorta nice.
blessed samhain to you witchy types.
i am going to get stoned and watch nosferatu now.
netflix.com is actually sorta nice.
blessed samhain to you witchy types.
earplug6947:
no no! tony s's performance in 13 g's was transplendent!! and what set design!!
i totally endorse getting high with werner herzog......if you are watching his version of nosferatu.
i totally endorse getting high with werner herzog......if you are watching his version of nosferatu.
mistersatan:
Thanks for the kind words, sir- and you're right, it is a pretty big "fuck you" to the old man. 
i have been thinking about nietzsche's "eternal recurrence" - the repitition of life, the same life, again and again for all eternity. i think maybe he stole this from schopenhauer, who no doubt learned it from the Bhramans.
i am obsessed with transformation. i want to crack bones and suck marrow. i want to reinvent and build. i want to climb mt. kailash with parvati...
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i am obsessed with transformation. i want to crack bones and suck marrow. i want to reinvent and build. i want to climb mt. kailash with parvati...
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morgan:
Become the next big philosopher, blow everyone's minds!
But don't be like Descartes, or i'll cry.
But don't be like Descartes, or i'll cry.
thelemurgod:
the concept of "eternal recurrence" is as old as
humanity itself, in whatever spiritual form. Trying to
determine "who stole it from who," is like trying to
figure out which culture discovered that
"eating food, good.. no starve."
humanity itself, in whatever spiritual form. Trying to
determine "who stole it from who," is like trying to
figure out which culture discovered that
"eating food, good.. no starve."
my friend kellie recently wrote something about me in her journal (not on sg, though):
There is a faery who is just like Christopher Wholesome Tomato Gnome. His name is Fairy Nuff. He is a hedgehog with glowing antennae and rainbow butterfly wings and a waistcoat, and he travels with Laochan, who is a wildly happy fairy girl. Fairy Nuff is grumpy but kind and...
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There is a faery who is just like Christopher Wholesome Tomato Gnome. His name is Fairy Nuff. He is a hedgehog with glowing antennae and rainbow butterfly wings and a waistcoat, and he travels with Laochan, who is a wildly happy fairy girl. Fairy Nuff is grumpy but kind and...
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london:
Oh dear... that glitter is still around?
emperor_tane:
I am eating tootsie rolls and drinking a Mt. Dew. I just got back from my German 100 class.. we learned 6 new verbs today :| Big whoop....
Tane
Tane
in an act born of sheer bordom, i searched diaryland.com for other journalers in western colorado. i found someone who seems to be interesting. however, there are two problems:
1. what's the best way to say hi to a internet person? i've never been very good at that. i guess i could write a note that was cheap and perfunctory, but i don't want to...
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1. what's the best way to say hi to a internet person? i've never been very good at that. i guess i could write a note that was cheap and perfunctory, but i don't want to...
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eris:
as someone who gets a bunch of email from people that i don't know...
my advice?
don't say "nice breasts" anywhere in the email. *grin*
hahaha, i just had a good laugh imagining you write that, joyrider. you're most likely the most polite and respectful boy i've ever been friends with.
it's true. and, *grin*, because of that, i'm sure your contact with her will be of the most proper etiquette.
ps - write me and tell about your new adventures!
xoxoxo- eris
my advice?
don't say "nice breasts" anywhere in the email. *grin*
hahaha, i just had a good laugh imagining you write that, joyrider. you're most likely the most polite and respectful boy i've ever been friends with.
it's true. and, *grin*, because of that, i'm sure your contact with her will be of the most proper etiquette.
ps - write me and tell about your new adventures!
xoxoxo- eris
isabelle:
you know, i secretly wondered why i never got any email from you, and why you were never the first to say hello.
i think perhaps if you have something to say, you ought to say it. that's likely the best way to start a conversation.
i think perhaps if you have something to say, you ought to say it. that's likely the best way to start a conversation.
here is something i've been messing with lately - it's a poem, and i don't really know very much about writing poems.
in tantrayana, sex is a big deal. shiva can't really make anything unless he and shakti are in blessed union. makes sense, really. since sex and the seasons are sort of linked in my mind (maybe because i almost married a wiccan once),...
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in tantrayana, sex is a big deal. shiva can't really make anything unless he and shakti are in blessed union. makes sense, really. since sex and the seasons are sort of linked in my mind (maybe because i almost married a wiccan once),...
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girlblue:
That was delicious...
i had a wierd dream recently, a bad one that i kept waking up from but couldn't seem to get out of... i had to make a very strong concsious effort to remove myself from it. but the strong scorpio influence should be waning off soon. i'm trying to take advantage of it, and reform or learn to accept the darkness it has been showing me so clearly... like picking a path through a dangerous wilderness by the flare of each individual lightning bolt.