Sunday Dec 01, 2002

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well i quit drinking for 4 weeksor so. i am in tucson,went to a wedding, then started drinking nd smoking after.

i got smitten by a chicana bridesmaid by proxy, there is no explaination i am capeble of now. good story tho .

oh godthis is going to suck tomorrow.
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_michael:
smoke...what the fuck else are you gonna do in tuscon but smoke, drink and carry on with the natives.
likittysplit:
hmmmmm...... good fun was it... ????
wink

Thursday Nov 28, 2002

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tomorrow i am going to tucson. my best friend is getting married. this will be my first hindu wedding, and i am super excited. i hope homer shows up dressed like ganesh!

thanksgiving was nice. my family is neurotic but loving, probably like yours. maybe not.

i am going for a walk, then sleep.
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earplug6947:
hey...i actually cut a lino stamp of the aum and printed them on origami balloons for all my teachers...it seems like i need to re-ink that thing again.
likittysplit:
W O W . . .
just saw the aum........
once again W O W !
smile

Thursday Nov 28, 2002

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i have read too much tonight and feel a bit lost. nietzsche gave way to a derrida essay i found.

it is hard to sleep with a headful of romantoprotopostmodernism doused with deconstructionism.

ism isms. jism.

krishnamurti says to me: 'truth is a pathless land'

and i say "fuck yeah it is."

and put the book down.
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earplug6947:
re: Derrida.
i have read none. but i plan to now.
hmmm...this SG subscription is starting to pay for itself! smile
(sorry, post yoga posting glow)
isabelle:
i dreamt james and i were driving around in a bookshelf.

Tuesday Nov 26, 2002

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i had a strange dream:

it is jumbled in my head already, and all i remember are scenes. maybe there was no plot. that wouldn't be that strange.

i was in sandiego, at a university filled with grey stone buildings covered in black ivy. there was a pool in the center of the campus, surrounded by old stone amphitheatre-style seating. in the center of the...
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fred:
Let us know when you're in town and we'll try and make a SGSD thing or whatever....
isabelle:
upside down. and counting.

Sunday Nov 24, 2002

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sometimes when i am not mindful it feels like i am huffing nitrous or smoking crack: the world in your head blows apart like a garage window under a suburban soft ball. so much dissonance in the last year; i keep fucking up and grasping at steady things that are not.

last night my brother got sick of my sketchiness and convinced me to get...
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linz:
haha! its a line from a cars song.
illbillzillbub:
Eno hole?
"Music for airports" and all the other ones
My life in the bush of ghosts" w/D.Byrne
There are at least several

Saturday Nov 23, 2002

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stimulation menu for 11.23.2002 overnight:

[ ] watching the origami cranes earplug sent me twist around in front of the vent.
[ ] hot darjeeling tea (this is o's fault! i am back on caffeine ever since she told me that green tea was full of the stuff. curse you o.)
[ ] quesadilla courtesy of jilberto
[ ] refreshing my journal to see how...
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dollface:
here come the warm jets is an essential album. i believe it was the first thing he did after leaving roxy music. i recommend an immediate acquisition.
earplug6947:
baby's on fire...............better put her in the water.

man, i could make a MEAN eno cd if i ever got my lp digitized.

DO ANYTHING YOU CAN TO LISTEN TO 'NEEDLE IN THE CAMEL'S EYE' RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday Nov 21, 2002

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from my left brain:

my mom has her own public access show - she's a science teacher and does a bill nye knockoff. i love that. i was supposed to go to see the broadcast today, but there was some sort of confusion and i couldn't get in to the studio. they film this thing in a large classroom at a local technology school (like...
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colette:
your mom does rule

as does pynchon

and digital cameras...
dollface:
low and heroes! that reminds me, chrisiane F. is another favorite film....aladdin sane, diamond dogs, hunky dory...and eno's here come the warm jets is bad ass, too

Wednesday Nov 20, 2002

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the meteor shower was soo beautiful. i got stoned and lay down in frozen grass; my stepfathers st. bernard next to me, snoring. i watched the streaks of whitehot cosmos in the inky black, and listened to cellos lifted on the breath of an old dog. my mom came out around 4am to watch with me. i put my arm around her to keep her...
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takeshi21:
Oh, Christ, but every day I'm grateful that I'm able to reflect on nearly dying. Nearly, dying.

I just didn't quite make it over the edge.
baphomatic:
tribe gathering, consolidating, collectively discorporating. Some one must dispel this way of living. reclaimation of consciosness is long overdue. orgone bust duster power pack charge amps. wiggle.

"Little children snuggle under soft black stars
and if you look into their eyes, soft black stars
Deliver them from the book and the letter and the word
and let them read the silence bathed in soft black stars"
C93

Monday Nov 18, 2002

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i am very excited about the meteor shower. i am in love with the darkness and stars. i wish i could watch the meteor storm from space; i cannot imagine how beautiful it would be from that perspective.

in an hour or so i am going to drive out towards the airport and lie on the hood of my car, watch the sky, and listen...
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booshanky:
Yeah man, i still would have sucked, but it would have been so much more bearable if the guy would have just been a complete prick. but he turned out to be the nicest guy ever.

learned my lesson........
demigauge:
HI!

Monday Nov 18, 2002

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i read a lot tonight. my head is all filled with terrence mckenna and alan watts and sg member posts. i read some robert anton wilson too, which is good to keep you off-balance.

tomorrow is the leonid meteor shower! it is going to fucking rock. living in the sticks is going to pay off nicely.
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fred:
Thanks for the tip on the timewave zero thing.
I'll have to check that out.
penelopelee:
ewww. your busride sounds AWFUL. i would've died. i have a weak constitution.

i sat outside all night and stared at the sky and saw one meteor. siiigh. that's what i get for living in the crummy city.
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