my world is sharply divided.
in truth, it's not. i perceive it that way, though. i sort things into catagories. i tag everything with language.
the divide in the last 24 hrs:
at 5am this morning i was laying on concrete watching a morning breeze push leaves in loops above my head. i was drinking water and reading haiku.
at 6am i was asleep.
at...
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in truth, it's not. i perceive it that way, though. i sort things into catagories. i tag everything with language.
the divide in the last 24 hrs:
at 5am this morning i was laying on concrete watching a morning breeze push leaves in loops above my head. i was drinking water and reading haiku.
at 6am i was asleep.
at...
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littlegirllost:
herf.
tryptamine_____:
wow. i wish heat had that effect on me. heat just makes me want to sleep and eat only ice cream and fruit. 
i just read a whole bunch of stuff about machine intelligence, nanotech, the transhuman movement, and a number of other vaguely scary/hopeful things. i don't understand it any better, mostly because the real meat of it is in the ethics at this stage (and i am no philosopher in the classical sense), but i did succeed in giving myself a big headache and i learned...
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tryptamine_____:
i tried to read some nanotechnology article in this wierd british magazine called mute, but i just ended up skimming the words while thinking about other things. *yawn* if only it could be presented in a much more interesting format. like porn? 
tryptamine_____:
you should come up for hempfest! you aren't that far away... and i'd share with ya. ;D
august concerns.
i wake up to cat scratches at my door. telegraph:
i am hungry. stop.
i want out. stop.
i lie there. my senses fire cords into my still empty head one by one. they tie themselves together. hello, self. decision time:
get up? have to. cat needs food. cat wants out.
get stoned? no. need a clear head (why? nevermind. pass.)
(why? later!...
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i wake up to cat scratches at my door. telegraph:
i am hungry. stop.
i want out. stop.
i lie there. my senses fire cords into my still empty head one by one. they tie themselves together. hello, self. decision time:
get up? have to. cat needs food. cat wants out.
get stoned? no. need a clear head (why? nevermind. pass.)
(why? later!...
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littlegirllost:
I used to be on here and I always liked your journal. Now I'm back, new name and a big wound where my heart used to be and I just want you to know I'll be reading. I'm a sad and dangerous girl. Context is everything.
vervain______:
nice.
ok, here are things i think about while stoned out of my gourd.
- gourds.
- the fact that flaming hot cheetos taste like packing peanuts, if packing peanuts were coasted in a tasty hot red powder.
- the english can't get house music right. what the fuck is two step?? who's idea what this??
- the official invader zim website sucks to navigate when...
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- gourds.
- the fact that flaming hot cheetos taste like packing peanuts, if packing peanuts were coasted in a tasty hot red powder.
- the english can't get house music right. what the fuck is two step?? who's idea what this??
- the official invader zim website sucks to navigate when...
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today has officially been designated "wu-wei" day. i am refusing to do anything remotely productive. today's agenda includes:
- listen to lovage.
- finish "the way of zen"
- nap
- post anti-THREWAD propaganda
- nap
sorry. no metaphor or metaphysical nonsense today. except that there is. damn slippery, that wu-wei.
- listen to lovage.
- finish "the way of zen"
- nap
- post anti-THREWAD propaganda
- nap
sorry. no metaphor or metaphysical nonsense today. except that there is. damn slippery, that wu-wei.
isabelle:
even sometimes when your brain is being hammered out by siamese chimps
(there's a metaphor in here somewhere!)
take it as you will.
(there's a metaphor in here somewhere!)
take it as you will.
it is 5:45am. i am watching the sun rise. i can taste her in my mouth.
what could i possibly add to that?
what could i possibly add to that?
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emperor_tane:
Yes! O_O Yes!
Tane
Tane
dia:
Why improve simple perfection, not that you can, even when you try.
I miss you all the time.
I miss you all the time.
i wrote this a while ago. i was thinking that someone here that might get something out of it.
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in between spaces
today i am at the edge of the world. almost everyone i love is scattered. sometimes our physical spaces overlap. there is a feeling when it happens. i can bridge my space to theirs in bitstream and analog wave. we can talk,...
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in between spaces
today i am at the edge of the world. almost everyone i love is scattered. sometimes our physical spaces overlap. there is a feeling when it happens. i can bridge my space to theirs in bitstream and analog wave. we can talk,...
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tryptamine_____:
thats what i liked about it, the way that its dark but not depressing really. i don't know; i'm not good at explaining these things. i just... feel it, and being able to make some feel with your writing is what makes it powerful. as i'm sure you know. 
girlblue:
Talk about striking a chord...
q: how many punks does it take to change a lightbulb?
a: none. punk never changed anything.
a: none. punk never changed anything.
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twelvis:
Q: how many punks does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: 6. One to change it and 5 to argue if it's punk or not.
A: 6. One to change it and 5 to argue if it's punk or not.
aenemated:
the version i heard ...
q. how many emo kids does it take to change a lightbulb?
a. 5. one to change it and 4 to bitch about how much better stephen malkmus would have done it.
q. how many emo kids does it take to change a lightbulb?
a. 5. one to change it and 4 to bitch about how much better stephen malkmus would have done it.
Dear Universal Conciousness:
I would like to request reassignment. I am currently a local information-gathering adjunct for the Gaian Supermind (Earth, Sol System, Milky Way galaxy). Due to financial pressures, I formally request permission, at the behest of my gene suppliers, to get "a real job" and "grow up." Please note that is a request for temporary reassignment. Once i dig myself out of debt,...
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I would like to request reassignment. I am currently a local information-gathering adjunct for the Gaian Supermind (Earth, Sol System, Milky Way galaxy). Due to financial pressures, I formally request permission, at the behest of my gene suppliers, to get "a real job" and "grow up." Please note that is a request for temporary reassignment. Once i dig myself out of debt,...
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s5:
To Whom This May Concern:
At this time, we are no longer accepting applications for reassignment. Please attain enlightenment and resubmit your application.
With urgency,
The Universe.
At this time, we are no longer accepting applications for reassignment. Please attain enlightenment and resubmit your application.
With urgency,
The Universe.
girlblue:
By the way, you are amazing to know.
it is 4:30am. the clounds outside the miniblinds are backlit by dawn. light pushes through the haze of city dust - skin blown from vents, ash from abandoned cigarettes, the motes of long-dead autumn leaves. they hang in the air, pinned by photons, an insect box. the biomass is sleeping heavy. i hear a pulse.
i am glowing in cathode rays. my eyes are radiation...
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dia:
O's onto something here. Your text makes me wet.
tryptamine_____:
new idea for erotica to write: me, joyrider and thom yorke having a threesome.
god bless los Estados Unidos de Mexico, and their willingness to provide gringos with pharmeceutical-grade pills and potions.
carumba!
carumba!
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tryptamine_____:
heh. don't forget to god bless canadia for the same, as well as some sticky weed.
emperor_tane:
* Does his Emperor Tane pose *
Tane
Tane
there are people i know who love very deep, very fierce.
watching them live is watching a woman on fire in a rainstorm. water and wind hang above a parabola of clean heat. there is a hiss of steam around her: it is soft and insistant, the whisper of a drunk lover.
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thanks for the nice wishes, lovely people.
watching them live is watching a woman on fire in a rainstorm. water and wind hang above a parabola of clean heat. there is a hiss of steam around her: it is soft and insistant, the whisper of a drunk lover.
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thanks for the nice wishes, lovely people.
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entropy:
Happy birthday Joyrider. If I lived near you, I'd buy you a shot of McGillicutty.
girlblue:
Happy belated birthday!!! Those are beautiful words. Still trying to get my visit arranged for next month, it would not be complete without getting to talk in person with you. 27 was a good year for me. Here's hoping it is for you too.