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i had a strange dream:

it is jumbled in my head already, and all i remember are scenes. maybe there was no plot. that wouldn't be that strange.

i was in sandiego, at a university filled with grey stone buildings covered in black ivy. there was a pool in the center of the campus, surrounded by old stone amphitheatre-style seating. in the center of the...
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fred:
Let us know when you're in town and we'll try and make a SGSD thing or whatever....
isabelle:
upside down. and counting.
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sometimes when i am not mindful it feels like i am huffing nitrous or smoking crack: the world in your head blows apart like a garage window under a suburban soft ball. so much dissonance in the last year; i keep fucking up and grasping at steady things that are not.

last night my brother got sick of my sketchiness and convinced me to get...
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linz:
haha! its a line from a cars song.
illbillzillbub:
Eno hole?
"Music for airports" and all the other ones
My life in the bush of ghosts" w/D.Byrne
There are at least several
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stimulation menu for 11.23.2002 overnight:

[ ] watching the origami cranes earplug sent me twist around in front of the vent.
[ ] hot darjeeling tea (this is o's fault! i am back on caffeine ever since she told me that green tea was full of the stuff. curse you o.)
[ ] quesadilla courtesy of jilberto
[ ] refreshing my journal to see how...
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dollface:
here come the warm jets is an essential album. i believe it was the first thing he did after leaving roxy music. i recommend an immediate acquisition.
earplug6947:
baby's on fire...............better put her in the water.

man, i could make a MEAN eno cd if i ever got my lp digitized.

DO ANYTHING YOU CAN TO LISTEN TO 'NEEDLE IN THE CAMEL'S EYE' RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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from my left brain:

my mom has her own public access show - she's a science teacher and does a bill nye knockoff. i love that. i was supposed to go to see the broadcast today, but there was some sort of confusion and i couldn't get in to the studio. they film this thing in a large classroom at a local technology school (like...
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colette:
your mom does rule

as does pynchon

and digital cameras...
dollface:
low and heroes! that reminds me, chrisiane F. is another favorite film....aladdin sane, diamond dogs, hunky dory...and eno's here come the warm jets is bad ass, too
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the meteor shower was soo beautiful. i got stoned and lay down in frozen grass; my stepfathers st. bernard next to me, snoring. i watched the streaks of whitehot cosmos in the inky black, and listened to cellos lifted on the breath of an old dog. my mom came out around 4am to watch with me. i put my arm around her to keep her...
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takeshi21:
Oh, Christ, but every day I'm grateful that I'm able to reflect on nearly dying. Nearly, dying.

I just didn't quite make it over the edge.
baphomatic:
tribe gathering, consolidating, collectively discorporating. Some one must dispel this way of living. reclaimation of consciosness is long overdue. orgone bust duster power pack charge amps. wiggle.

"Little children snuggle under soft black stars
and if you look into their eyes, soft black stars
Deliver them from the book and the letter and the word
and let them read the silence bathed in soft black stars"
C93
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i am very excited about the meteor shower. i am in love with the darkness and stars. i wish i could watch the meteor storm from space; i cannot imagine how beautiful it would be from that perspective.

in an hour or so i am going to drive out towards the airport and lie on the hood of my car, watch the sky, and listen...
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booshanky:
Yeah man, i still would have sucked, but it would have been so much more bearable if the guy would have just been a complete prick. but he turned out to be the nicest guy ever.

learned my lesson........
demigauge:
HI!
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i read a lot tonight. my head is all filled with terrence mckenna and alan watts and sg member posts. i read some robert anton wilson too, which is good to keep you off-balance.

tomorrow is the leonid meteor shower! it is going to fucking rock. living in the sticks is going to pay off nicely.
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fred:
Thanks for the tip on the timewave zero thing.
I'll have to check that out.
penelopelee:
ewww. your busride sounds AWFUL. i would've died. i have a weak constitution.

i sat outside all night and stared at the sky and saw one meteor. siiigh. that's what i get for living in the crummy city.
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randomness:

according to weather.com, it's 28 degrees outside, but feels like 18. there's no wind, fair skies, and 66% humidity. where's the missing 10 degrees? i live in a heat-sucking void.

i bought a digital camera tonight. now i can take pictures of weird things in this town.

bug is very beautiful. she is porcelain and expensive paints.

i had a weird dream that i...
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likittysplit:
wanna play tag....
???
your it....
xoxo
~likitty...
ps...
yay new camera...!!!
earplug6947:
you have an open pro-drunken invite in my nook too.
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i've read a lot today. i am in the middle of three books, different topics, all clamoring for processor time. i went for a walk: pushed myself out in cold air and turned on a hard acid mix (god bless sister-sf) to clear my head. didn't work - thoughts pushed their way up - peripatetic childhoods, Ur plants, prehistory, mechanists, rhyme schemes, thrombosis,

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dia:
I love that we have the exact same taste in music. I love Isabelle and I love the kronos quartet, and ragas, hmmm hmm, teddi katta tuna din dada din dada... my pop played tablas professionally when I was a kid smile
boxterjulep:
You are too many things and your ass is non-refundable.
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i don't think i've written anything worth reading for a while. this scares the fuck out of me: this is the nightmare where i wake up with no tongue and a mouthful of blood.

i've got this ongoing fight with the real world. i am not interesting in the real world - that's pretty apparent to anyone that knows me. i want to be firing...
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swingkitten:
that was surprisingly uplifting.
lilyluv:
i find myself in the same mind fuck fairly often...life's hard, but it's so easy...just keep taking breaths... that's all really. sounds like your coming to that realization as well. i still have to constantly remind myself to sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. i agree with skruffy that it really is about finding that balance between "real" life and our ideal life...but coming to terms with that can really harsh your mellow, man.
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i am not used to cold places, and this is a cold place. my fingers get stiff, and i push my toes under my cat or the dog when they fall asleep under my desk. the last of the leaves have come down, and the st bernard has pushed together a nest under the deck. i don't hear birds in the morning, and the afternoons...
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goatlove:
I'm going to miss the cold and the snow.
lilyluv:
wow...that kiln experience sounds super intense and rad!
i'm taking throwing next semester.
my portfolio is pretty far from being in any kind of format that would make it easy for me to put online, but somday it will be there...and then you will see it. promise. definitly some informal pics will come your way soon though. thanks for showing interest! ( ; by the way...what's an enfp.?
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there was an entry here.
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lilyluv:
we were writing to each other at the same time...then you changed your journal...did you get my message?
i will definitly post a picture of the earplugs once i'm done with them!
joyrider:
the entry was about me being annoyed because i attract girls who study psychology.