joydivisior

what is up with me? Why is it whenever i fall for a girl i fall flat on my face? Why is it that the girls i hook up with end up being scumbags who screw with my head? Oh well. I guess i'll never learn. This happens to me all the time and i keep coming back. Just like an addict.
Anyways i am going to nyc on sunday to hang out with some lowell area rats. I cannot wait. Time away from RI is time well spent. Some friends of mine who i haven't seen or talked to in God knows how long called me up yesterday. They(she) asked me what i am doing on some totally random day in April. I said ????? Its April...I don't know WTF i am doing tommorrow...anyways she asked me if i wanted to go to Green day at the Verizon center in ManchesterNH. I said i'm Game.so that was a breath of fresh air... There is also a Tiger army show in boston at the Axis, so april should be a pretty interesting month Nevatheless.yes yes yes....anyways i am on the rebound even though i should stay away from girls and focus on my school/edu. I met a girl last week who lives in Conn. She is a cutie. So we will see how this turns out. The only thing that sucks about now is i really am attracted to my Ex girlfriend and i have to see her everyday and it kills me inside, and she must know. She holds a power ova me i will neva be able to control or understand. I wish i neva seen her face.......