jovana

i've been scare on the updates lately.....not b/c i don't have a lot to say but i guess i just havn't felt terribly open about the details of my life as of late....in general, since i stopped with the effexor, i have noticed myself become more closed off and self absorbed...this is bad. it is affecting my relationships in a negative way, its unintentionally hurting peopel i love/care about, and its making me less happy....i just wish i knew how to stop. i want open, trusting, carefree, confidant....but how to get there?