I'm broke...so paying someone to get her out of my mind is not just going to work.
yes I'm talking about my fucking ex, why is it I can't remember all the bad stuff that happened and that all i think about is how beautiful and wonderful of a person she can be, instead of me thinking about how she took sides with one of her guy friends over me, i think about our last date together before she moved away and how much i would miss her.
i wish i didn't love this chick, i wish i wasn't working full time at the end of last year instead of studying so that i wouldn't be stressed out from my psycho boss, i wish i was me back then to be with her. But sadly that is it, i was the one who fucked up....badly. I loved that poor thing and near the end of the relationship i was subconsciously looking for a reason to fight with her, to yell at her, and each time just pushing her away and leaving her in tears, I dont know who i became last year, I really don't, but I know i am not him now.
i just wish that she was out of my mind just as much as she is out of my life
yes I'm talking about my fucking ex, why is it I can't remember all the bad stuff that happened and that all i think about is how beautiful and wonderful of a person she can be, instead of me thinking about how she took sides with one of her guy friends over me, i think about our last date together before she moved away and how much i would miss her.
i wish i didn't love this chick, i wish i wasn't working full time at the end of last year instead of studying so that i wouldn't be stressed out from my psycho boss, i wish i was me back then to be with her. But sadly that is it, i was the one who fucked up....badly. I loved that poor thing and near the end of the relationship i was subconsciously looking for a reason to fight with her, to yell at her, and each time just pushing her away and leaving her in tears, I dont know who i became last year, I really don't, but I know i am not him now.
i just wish that she was out of my mind just as much as she is out of my life