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Ugh, i got nothin' to give here today.

Depression leads to self inspection and that in turn fries what little bit of a mind/brain that i have left.

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sakita:
I just wanted to say
i love you
sakita:
you know youre always the one and only...besides ove..tongue
hes on my crush list with you.

its the same guy that i posted a while ago and someone made fun of him.


I put a new pic in my folder just for you!

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I hate getting on here and bitching but i need to get this out of my head.

I was in a little grocery store earlier tonight out in the middle of nowhere when i noticed that the man in line in front of me looked just like my father.

I wanted to say something but i couldn't. I just couldn't. What would i have said,...
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squidproquo:
that was a really beautiful journal entry. what your wife suggested was a good idea, but i can't even imagine how awkward asking a stranger that question might have been. i hope you're feeling slightly less creeped out.



and thanks for the other pic of me, i forgot about that.
shmidol:
I'm sure saying hello when you are in Nashville will be just fine....as long as you aren't scurrrryyyyy like in your picture!! eeek wink

Yeah, what is up with people asking to be on your friends list then never making a comment...nothing. Why bother, ya know? Lurkers I guess. whatever

Hope all is well...happy belated Easter! biggrin
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Okay. Here goes. For those of you who might for whatever reason be interested here is finally a picture of the real joshof13thfloor. Sort of.

This is a promotional shot that me and my best friend/partner/trainer took recently.

I am in the foreground as "Mr. Joshua Sabbath" and Stephen is in the background dressed in his "Lord Frost" persona.

I hate every picture of me....
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squidproquo:
gah, yes, that picture is me, lol. how embarassing! where did you find it? i enjoyed fleeting celebrity a few years ago. i mean, i didn't really ENJOY it, but it was there. i got alot of offers to work in the midwest, but wrestling was never a career-- more like a hobby. how long have you been involved?
smuffy:
OMFG Josh!!!

You just had me rolling!!!

What a great comment. I actually had to stifle my laughter as I am at work. I got so red in the fact from the effort of doing so.

I made it comment of the day on my journal entry. I hope you don't mind. It was just too damn funy not to be publicized.

Thank you for making me laugh.kiss
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I honestly can't remember ever having been this tired before in my entire life. Everything hurts all over and i am sunburnt.

I have walked at least 150 miles today, through woods, along trails, in mud, on gravel, in grass, everywhere.

I have all this to be thankful for and much more to the Boy Scouts of America.

I hate the Boy Scouts.

Those people...
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peggy:
Me too!!! Suburbia rocks!!! Camping is fun now and then, but I just don't like hiking. If I want a workout I'll go to the freakin gym.
rosemarie:
It sounds like you had a fun day with theBoy Scouts. You sound like a great father. I remember my dad building those little wooden cars (match box derby) with my brother and helping me learn how to whittle with my pocket knife when I was a girl scout. Ihe things you are doing now for your kids will never be forgotten and you will still be appreciated when your kids are in their thirties. kiss
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\m/ mad HELLBOY mad \m/

Hellboy was the shit! That movie ruled much ass!

Everyone who reads this must be compelled to go and see Hellboy immediately! I command it!
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devilsplum:
Hey, that was a cool website..Where's your pic?
loismustdie:
that movie looked weird to me... i'm waiting for them to make a Hellblazer movie... i'll go to the theater for that!
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Well, i guess it's time i finally updated this fucker.

Forgive me if this is just one long bitch fest but i'm not in the greatest of moods at the moment. My back hurts, my head hurts, i got stress, and my throat still feels like i had gasoline and lit matches for breakfast.

All of my no good, rat bastard, so called, friends have...
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dravenraine:
Tis okay, I will still talk to you! biggrin

And thanks, I am sure the pics will be HOT!!!! the cars are amazing! love kiss kiss kiss
sakita:
YOU BETTER DO IT. OR ELSE ILL KICK YOUR ASS.

hhahahhaha broken toe from ketchup!!! I only laugh because I broke a toe trying to kick a piece of hamburger off my toe. I ended up kicking the door frame and some how my toe went one way the foot the other.
I feel your pain monchichi.

I dunno what to say about the rest of the stuff you typed.
sorry about your wifes commute. I commute every day too. its a fucking bitch. but mine is only to school. At least she gets paid.

love ya loads sweetie pie.
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Some mat notice that i have a new profile pic.

The bad guys have always been my favorites and Kurgan is one of the best bad guys ever from one of the best movies ever.

I'll get around to a real update later when i don't feel so shitty.

"Ive got something to say! It's better to burn out then to fade away!" - The...
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scopitone6248:
Nice
sakita:
why are you feeling so shitty?
I havent always hated bologna, but once upon a time my mom was working like 3 jobs to put food on the table, and all we had was fucking bologna.
After about 3 days i couldnt stand it any longer.

tongue
yeah the essay went ok
want to read it?
tongue

and my thumb ah its ok i just cut out a huge hunk.
and i really still hate that stupid bitch a lot.

but i love you!
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I woke up choking this morning.

It's been a long time since this has happened so i had forgotten how badly it hurts. My throat is raw.

For a little while there i thought i might not make it. I wasn't getting enough air and was starting to get light headed. My inhaler didn't seem to help in the slightest.

I thought i was going...
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loismustdie:
yikes! my guy has really bad asthma so i can imagine what that was like... i have to help him sometimes... glad you're okay...
kiss
dizzy:
ah man. thats some scary shit.
My ex told me that i did that a couple of years back, but nothing on the level that you're going through.
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I got two words for everybody! OZZ-MUTHAFUCKIN-FEST, YO!!! That's right, baby! I'm goin' to Ozzfest in Nashville this summer! I'm finally gonna get to see Judas Priest! JUDAS-FUCKIN-PRIEST, BABY!!! Oh, i'm gonna die having to wait for the show though. Then again i may die at the show.

Speaking of the long dirt nap. I went for my follow up visit about my sleep study...
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shmidol:
I'm ok. Thanks for asking/noticing/caring kiss ! I just had a bad couple of days, and then I went out of town. I should have taken the sad face off while I was gone, but I forgot. So...I'm ok. Are you ok? smile
alisa:
kiss