10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...
*breathes deeply*
FUCK!!! That didn't work.
I am so totally, thouroghly, completely, God damned pissed off right now.
I try and be a nice guy. I try to be a gentleman and to conduct myself with the same respect that i wish others to treat me with as well but some peoples children just will not play well with others.
If these fucktards that...
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What up, my people?
I am currently listening to the Kill Bill soundtrack and I highly recommend that anyone out there who reads this and doesn't already have a copy go out and get one right damn now. Good shit people, good shit.
I've got a show coming up Saturday night and I must admit to being pretty God damn stoked about it. Nothing helps...
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I am currently listening to the Kill Bill soundtrack and I highly recommend that anyone out there who reads this and doesn't already have a copy go out and get one right damn now. Good shit people, good shit.
I've got a show coming up Saturday night and I must admit to being pretty God damn stoked about it. Nothing helps...
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peggy:
Wow....that was some very interesting facts about you. Thank you for sharing them!! 
And I'm a better liar than you....see, you believed what I said above this.....just kidding......*shakes head no*......*nods head yes*......*shakes head no*.......*nods head yes*........heh heh.
And I'm a better liar than you....see, you believed what I said above this.....just kidding......*shakes head no*......*nods head yes*......*shakes head no*.......*nods head yes*........heh heh.
smuffy:
*burps*
Okay, so i'm a liar, so sue me. I'm not taking any time off from the site, but in my defense i really tried to, I just couldn't. I couldn't stay away from my friends here no matter how badly I felt.
So here I am again, like nothing ever happened, cracking dick and fart jokes.
That's one of the wondeful things about being a...
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So here I am again, like nothing ever happened, cracking dick and fart jokes.
That's one of the wondeful things about being a...
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dizzy:
we're glad you're still with us man.
shmidol:
HI JOSHY,
I don't know yet about the 8th. I probably won't know until closer to time. I hope I will get to, though....where is it again?
Yes, bake me a cake.
Make sure it's low carb! 
Dark chocolate. yummy.
Belly's not better. I think it's stress related. I'm going to go to the dr. next week.
I don't know yet about the 8th. I probably won't know until closer to time. I hope I will get to, though....where is it again?
Yes, bake me a cake.
Make sure it's low carb! Dark chocolate. yummy.
Belly's not better. I think it's stress related. I'm going to go to the dr. next week.
For those of you who saw and responded to my last entry here i would just like to apologize for not being clearer in what i had written and making you think that i was in fact leaving this site for good.
For the record, I am not leaving, at least not for good.
I have a lot of heavy mental and emotional stuff to...
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For the record, I am not leaving, at least not for good.
I have a lot of heavy mental and emotional stuff to...
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sakita:
hi sweetie! You know i am always here for ya..well except when im at school..but like my journal says
i should be home from now on.
i got so worried about ya, i was gonna look ya up and give ya a call, but didnt want to be intrusive.
either way you know i love ya, and if you need me, im always here!
i should be home from now on.
i got so worried about ya, i was gonna look ya up and give ya a call, but didnt want to be intrusive.
either way you know i love ya, and if you need me, im always here!
peggy:
Thanks.
I think i may not be around here for awhile.
To those who care, i apologize.
Peace, love, and harmony to you all.
To those who care, i apologize.
Peace, love, and harmony to you all.
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welntaod:
Zounds! I hope it's secret mission based... If it weren't, I think your fans here would be crushed! 
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jennifer:
or wait nm he is having fun!
delusion:
how you ignore me. my little heart is breaking for lack of joshness
Update time.
Fuck me, am i ever sore and tired. I'm also as hoarse as a chain smoking frog, that'll happen i guess when you spend your Saturday night shouting at the cousin daters.
The show last night went off pretty good i think. We drew a pretty decent crowd too, not as big as the last show we had there but only off by...
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Fuck me, am i ever sore and tired. I'm also as hoarse as a chain smoking frog, that'll happen i guess when you spend your Saturday night shouting at the cousin daters.
The show last night went off pretty good i think. We drew a pretty decent crowd too, not as big as the last show we had there but only off by...
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0theamazingrando:
Genetics... does that mean you have big junk or something?
deux:
Love the T. Catt art. Great stuff! Miss his webpage terribly!
Put up a couple more in mine, too.
Put up a couple more in mine, too.
I've got a wrestling show tonight, everyone wish me luck.
I'm nervous as fuck, i always get like this before a show.
If i'm not to hurt and/or to tired i'll try to update tomorrow on how everything went.
Much love to everyone and have a kick ass weekend.
I'm nervous as fuck, i always get like this before a show.
If i'm not to hurt and/or to tired i'll try to update tomorrow on how everything went.
Much love to everyone and have a kick ass weekend.
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shmidol:
Yes...good luck good luck good luck!!!!!
I know you kicked some ass tonight!
One day...I'm gonna watch!
I know you kicked some ass tonight!
One day...I'm gonna watch!
valen:
Good luck tonight.
What is your finishing move?
What is your finishing move?
Ozzy Osbourne
Road To Nowhere
I was looking back on my life
And all the things I've done to me
I'm still looking for the answers
I'm still searching for the key
The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me
It just won't leave me alone
I still find it all a mystery
Could it be a dream?
The road to nowhere leads to me...
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Road To Nowhere
I was looking back on my life
And all the things I've done to me
I'm still looking for the answers
I'm still searching for the key
The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me
It just won't leave me alone
I still find it all a mystery
Could it be a dream?
The road to nowhere leads to me...
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monsterjoe:
PS. Ozzy has a song like that on almost every CD. I think my fave is from "No Rest for the Wicked" um....I Don't Want to be your hero, I don't want to wear your broken crown."
There's a Motorhead song that fits that mood too. "I ain't no nice guy."
When I was young, I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two
My shine wore off as time wore on.
And all the years you've spent between your birth and death
You know there's lots of times when you should've saved your breath
It comes as quite a shock when your trip leads to a fall
I ain't no nice guy after all
...Shit brother, come to think of it Ozzy sang chorus on that tune.
[Edited on Apr 17, 2004 2:59PM]
There's a Motorhead song that fits that mood too. "I ain't no nice guy."
When I was young, I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two
My shine wore off as time wore on.
And all the years you've spent between your birth and death
You know there's lots of times when you should've saved your breath
It comes as quite a shock when your trip leads to a fall
I ain't no nice guy after all
...Shit brother, come to think of it Ozzy sang chorus on that tune.
[Edited on Apr 17, 2004 2:59PM]
monsterjoe:
Alright Josh, can't get that song out of my head now. Which Ozzy was it on?
Hello.
You have reached joshof13thfloors default journal. No one is here to take your comment right now but if you'll leave your message after the tone i'll get back to you with something interesting as soon as my life and i stop being so fucking boring.
Thank you.
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You have reached joshof13thfloors default journal. No one is here to take your comment right now but if you'll leave your message after the tone i'll get back to you with something interesting as soon as my life and i stop being so fucking boring.
Thank you.
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sakita:
im all sad.
sakita:
this is it in a nutshell
and im exhausted and had a panic attack earlier....
asthma medicine no where to be found....
I couldn't fall asleep last night, but had to go to school because I had to meet with my group, for some stupid essay that had to be turned in. I spent all night doing this stupid assignment. I was the only one who showed up on time, I was also the only (out of 5 people) who had done the assignment completely.
That being said, it is not the worst thing. I have worked with the same group for 2 months now, I have always been there for every group meeting, I have always participated. But this one girl in my group is always a bitch to me. Nothing I say is good enough, even though I am saying the exact same thing everyone else is saying.
Well today the final straw was pulled. We wrote down our work, and this one girl was supposed to turn it in. I asked the teacher if i could see it, I wanted to make sure something of importance had been written down, and the bitch HADNT put my name on it.
I confronted her about it, and she apologized, and said it was embarrassing... so i asked her, was it embarrassing that she forgot to add me to the paper, or that she got caught.
She didnt reply...i think I got my answer. I asked about other work that we turned in, and she hadnt put my name on anything.
I dont know what I have done to her, but she seems to resent the fact that I am in the class.
I was strong in front of her, but after wards I cried, because it felt like "oh the foreigner, its ok if we dont put her name on it." and that is the attitude I've always gotten from her.
but its ok now...
well managable.
and im exhausted and had a panic attack earlier....
asthma medicine no where to be found....
I couldn't fall asleep last night, but had to go to school because I had to meet with my group, for some stupid essay that had to be turned in. I spent all night doing this stupid assignment. I was the only one who showed up on time, I was also the only (out of 5 people) who had done the assignment completely.
That being said, it is not the worst thing. I have worked with the same group for 2 months now, I have always been there for every group meeting, I have always participated. But this one girl in my group is always a bitch to me. Nothing I say is good enough, even though I am saying the exact same thing everyone else is saying.
Well today the final straw was pulled. We wrote down our work, and this one girl was supposed to turn it in. I asked the teacher if i could see it, I wanted to make sure something of importance had been written down, and the bitch HADNT put my name on it.
I confronted her about it, and she apologized, and said it was embarrassing... so i asked her, was it embarrassing that she forgot to add me to the paper, or that she got caught.
She didnt reply...i think I got my answer. I asked about other work that we turned in, and she hadnt put my name on anything.
I dont know what I have done to her, but she seems to resent the fact that I am in the class.
I was strong in front of her, but after wards I cried, because it felt like "oh the foreigner, its ok if we dont put her name on it." and that is the attitude I've always gotten from her.
but its ok now...
well managable.
i hope you arent pissed anymore! lifes too short to be angry!!!