Life is an interesting array of emotions today. Too many distractions on my plate to concentrate on the things that bring me pure happiness.
The TV is fighting the radio.
Wallowing in self pity lasts only during the commercial breaks. Every picture is a visual reminder of the happiness we should find in the simple pleasures in life.
Every word, every song reminds me the...
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The TV is fighting the radio.
Wallowing in self pity lasts only during the commercial breaks. Every picture is a visual reminder of the happiness we should find in the simple pleasures in life.
Every word, every song reminds me the...
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There's times where I want somethin' more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're somethin' else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
D'You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some...
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Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're somethin' else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
D'You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some...
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jerry031:
Yep, but it's a lot of walking. Or you could ride in the handle bars of my bike. 
I'm going to sleep now for about six hours, we'll pick this up again later.
[Edited on Apr 14, 2004 8:53AM]
I'm going to sleep now for about six hours, we'll pick this up again later.
[Edited on Apr 14, 2004 8:53AM]
catiedid:
*cough*
What a GREAT night!
Last night was the annual Dingus celebration out at the lake. It's a polish holiday that was established over 1000 years ago. Men would throw water on the women they were interested in, I'm so not kidding. So, in modern day, how on earth could you recreate such an event? Wet T-Shirt contest...*giggle* That part of the night was pretty mild...
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Last night was the annual Dingus celebration out at the lake. It's a polish holiday that was established over 1000 years ago. Men would throw water on the women they were interested in, I'm so not kidding. So, in modern day, how on earth could you recreate such an event? Wet T-Shirt contest...*giggle* That part of the night was pretty mild...
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catiedid:
fuckity fuck fuck fucker
catiedid:
morning will bring me more hearache
When contemplating what to write here today, several ideas sprang to mind...
One-I could talk about the kick ass weekend I had in Indy and my theory on how even under the heaviest influence of alcohol-some thoughts just won't drown.
Two-How fucking cool my family was this weekend.
Three-About my fixations with Harley Davidsons and how I got to ride on one again this weekend....
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One-I could talk about the kick ass weekend I had in Indy and my theory on how even under the heaviest influence of alcohol-some thoughts just won't drown.
Two-How fucking cool my family was this weekend.
Three-About my fixations with Harley Davidsons and how I got to ride on one again this weekend....
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cybele:
Yes, grannies are often so good at imparting those precious "pearls" of wisdom. I sure miss mine... 
Glad to hear you had such a fabulous Easter! Vrrrooom! (Love them "Hogs"!)
Glad to hear you had such a fabulous Easter! Vrrrooom! (Love them "Hogs"!)
greggster:
I believe there is one person out there....but the cruel joke is they already married the wrong one....EFF me IM bitter
Oh and you totally made me blush!
Oh and you totally made me blush!
candlelight flickering shadows on the wall
experienced hands touching my flesh
coarse face tracing down my back
soft licks making me wet....
experienced hands touching my flesh
coarse face tracing down my back
soft licks making me wet....
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speedphreak:
Bet I had a better weekend than you.... 
catiedid:
lovely woman...why aren't you playing this evening? oh wait, i know... 
I love the guys I work with! Mark this day down because chances are, I won't say it again for a while. We're doing a remote this afternoon and they two boys that I work with have been serenading me in cue all day. I have spent much of the day laughing at their creative selves. It's amazing how many words rhyme with my name...Giddy...
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catiedid:
Honey, was your brain not shutting off last night?! I'm sorry you weren't able to sleep. Me, I passed out from pure emotional exhaustion. But it is a new day and I'm going out to breakfast with the two most beautiful creatures in all the world!!!
catiedid:
thank you for putting a smile on my face this morning. Anger getting the best of me is not constructive.
Are you going to play a little ditty 'bout Jack and Diane for me today...pretty please?!?!
Are you going to play a little ditty 'bout Jack and Diane for me today...pretty please?!?!
Have a new running buddy.
Dear God, please don't let me look like an ass and please don't let him show up in biker shorts. Hot boys don't need to flaunt it.
It's been a roller coaster of a day, but you know, fuck it! there's enough tragedy going on in the world right now, my bad energy doesn't need to be out there too....
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Dear God, please don't let me look like an ass and please don't let him show up in biker shorts. Hot boys don't need to flaunt it.
It's been a roller coaster of a day, but you know, fuck it! there's enough tragedy going on in the world right now, my bad energy doesn't need to be out there too....
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dresden:
Well, I could find other stuff to break out. But....
hellbilly:
It's up to you now. It might not be until tonight or tomorrow until I can belt out that story. Some one needs to set up to the plate. Now who could do that...
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[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 10:41AM]
...no sleep....
My brain is racing today, and has all night. Everytime I close my eyes I see visions that I want to blow out of my brain. So many decissions to make, and choices to choose, so many hurt feelings left along the way. I'll never be comfortable seeing someone, hurt, and I don't think I should ever have to be. The responsibility is...
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My brain is racing today, and has all night. Everytime I close my eyes I see visions that I want to blow out of my brain. So many decissions to make, and choices to choose, so many hurt feelings left along the way. I'll never be comfortable seeing someone, hurt, and I don't think I should ever have to be. The responsibility is...
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smf6009:
NO DSL, No communication with the outside world, sorry . Do you really see visions at night that make you want to kill yourself? That's no good.
. Do you really see visions at night that make you want to kill yourself? That's no good.
hellbilly:
Wow and I thought I was having a bad day. Well for you and Catie then I won't spare the details in my story. Though it'll probably be a little while before I post it.
Dreams are wishes your heart makes while you're sleeping...
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supernovice:
Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call Id rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So Im asking you to shine it on and stick around.
Im not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself
and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt
but I am too weak to be your cure.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So Im asking you to shine it on and stick around.
Im not writing my goodbyes.
Im not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now and you will always be around.
Im there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while youre sleeping.
I will keep you safe and sound.
Does anybody remember back when you were very young.
Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?
That song is called "Guernica" by Brand New.... Thought you may be able to relate to it a bit right now. Hope everything turns out okay. I' m about to go out for th night, but will probably stop by in here after we get in. Talk to you later.
Worry and wake the ones you love.
A phone call Id rather not receive.
Please use my body while I sleep.
My lungs are fresh and yours to keep,
Kept clean and they will let you breathe.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So Im asking you to shine it on and stick around.
Im not writing my goodbyes.
I submit no excuse.
If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake.
If I could I would shrink myself
and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever makes you hurt
but I am too weak to be your cure.
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.
Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
so I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed.
So Im asking you to shine it on and stick around.
Im not writing my goodbyes.
Im not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now and you will always be around.
Im there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while youre sleeping.
I will keep you safe and sound.
Does anybody remember back when you were very young.
Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?
That song is called "Guernica" by Brand New.... Thought you may be able to relate to it a bit right now. Hope everything turns out okay. I' m about to go out for th night, but will probably stop by in here after we get in. Talk to you later.
supernovice:
PS.... Funny that you wrote that song in my journal... We were at a strip club last night (a LOT of us), and one of the girls decided to dance to that song. Fucking hearts sank everywhere... I was like, "I cannot fucking believe she played that, knowing what we do and what we're doing here at the moment..." Poor choice of tunes, the guys with wives and girlfriends were crushed 
It was like finding a turd in the punch bowl. Guys all got that, "aaaaaaaw, no fucking way..." sad look... We're ready to be out of here.
It was like finding a turd in the punch bowl. Guys all got that, "aaaaaaaw, no fucking way..." sad look... We're ready to be out of here.
Today I met the boy I adopted! Well, the man, actually...well, the Marine.
About 13 months ago, we ran a story at the station about how to adopt a Marine stationed over in Iraq. My information came, and his name is Matt and he had been there for a while before my first letter arrived, (plus, two months waiting for the mail).
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About 13 months ago, we ran a story at the station about how to adopt a Marine stationed over in Iraq. My information came, and his name is Matt and he had been there for a while before my first letter arrived, (plus, two months waiting for the mail).
After a few...
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mkdaniella:
you're right... it is only fair
but only if it encourages you even more to come and see us...
but only if it encourages you even more to come and see us...
water might be a little cold so we will need to find ways to warm one another up once we get to Chicago....