I'm trying to write a blog and I can't seem to do it.... I can't get the thoughts out of my head... I can't sleep... I'm not eating... I'm using up vacation cause my body is revolting against me... I'm crying so much that my eyes actually hurt. I feel so sick to my stomach. Life can really kick the shit out of you when it wants to. Don't bother writing a comment. I don't need to hear anything, it won't help anyhow... I just needed to write something down cause I'm hoping that hopefully I can sleep tonight
Joejoe if you need someone I am here. I wont push you but you really should know I am here.