Rugby Rugby Rugby. I'm enjoying the practices now that we are getting in to the full on hitting not just hugs. I can't believe that it took me this long to do get in to this sport, I mean it only goes with the football i used to play the water polo the soccer. YAY for full contact sports and with out pads now.
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I put up new pictures up in my photos of my new short hair. i think that it's totally spiffy
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gwydion:
Goodness me! The new hair looks great!
gwydion:
Oh. I just noticed that you've got Mr. T Experience listed in your bad things over there still... They are playing at a coffee shop up in Sacramento on Thursday, Oct 16th, but they are booked under a different name. It's a 10 dollar show. Let me know if you are interested, and I'll give you the details.
First, yay! I got a new haircut is it all short and cute and spunky and shit. I'll put up a picture later.
Secondly, I am plotting to kill a 14 year old girl. why? because that little bitch needs to go away.Ok this girl has been harassing my little brother for about a year and by harassing i mean kicking him in the balls...
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Secondly, I am plotting to kill a 14 year old girl. why? because that little bitch needs to go away.Ok this girl has been harassing my little brother for about a year and by harassing i mean kicking him in the balls...
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mrgreen:
dude, that little chick so needs a good ass whooping.
seriously.
i wanna see the new hair pics...
seriously.
i wanna see the new hair pics...
mistersatan:
Thank you for understanding, dear. Nothing personal- I still think you're neat. 
That's a rad pic, btw.
That's a rad pic, btw.
"gotta take sick and die one of these days all medicine he can buy and doctors that money can find hes gotta take sick and die one of these days" - I've started up my blues days again and brushed of the great bluesers Muddy Waters, and some how everythings green again.
ah the sweet sounds of harmonicas and steels. mmhmmm
so yeah I'm actually...
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ah the sweet sounds of harmonicas and steels. mmhmmm
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filmme:
Ahhh payday.
Is there anything better than the wonderful potential of an uncashed cheque?
"Well if I could hold, hold my heart in my hand
Yeah if I could hold, hold my heart in my hand
You know I would show you pretty girls,
just how to treat your man."
--Muddy Waters
Is there anything better than the wonderful potential of an uncashed cheque?
"Well if I could hold, hold my heart in my hand
Yeah if I could hold, hold my heart in my hand
You know I would show you pretty girls,
just how to treat your man."
--Muddy Waters
steaming79:
at the theatre i laughed at the part in "from dusk til dawn" where the son near the end got snacked on by the vampires......heh-heh.....
what do you do when you think your friend has gone insane, I don't mean like haha insane but like obsessed with a fictional person and has resumed cutting herself again. I don't know what to do i am utterly lost on how to approch the topic with her, and i am worried for her safety. she hasn't displayed any suicide traits but that isn't...
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beaky:
I don't cut myself but I do punch walls and hards things, expecting to replace the emotional pain or anger with something tangible...
Maybe this link will help..
http://www.vinland.org/scamp/institute/friends.html
Maybe this link will help..
http://www.vinland.org/scamp/institute/friends.html
ells:
Damn.... That's not very good. I'm not really sure how to help from here. I would probably have to talk to her. Once I had problems and luckly for me I gave my knives to my friend for no reason. See if you can some how get what ever she is using to cut herself with. But it needs to be her choice. Keep in touch.
BTW, I love Santa Cruz. I have family there. I was born in Salinas.
BTW, I love Santa Cruz. I have family there. I was born in Salinas.
what do you do when you think your friend has gone insane, I don't mean like haha insane but like obsessed with a fictional person and has resumed cutting herself again. I don't know what to do i am utterly lost on how to approch the topic with her, and i am worried for her safety. she hasn't displayed any suicide traits but that isn't...
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Happy early 21 birthday to me! I'll be out of town on my bday so i figured i'd shout it out now 
Found a nice apartment to move into finally that i can afford so that was my birthday present to me, a place to live. yay!
My relitives have deemed 21 the age to stop celebrating with gifts and money, so that was interesting...
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Found a nice apartment to move into finally that i can afford so that was my birthday present to me, a place to live. yay!
My relitives have deemed 21 the age to stop celebrating with gifts and money, so that was interesting...
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beaky:
well you can have your way with me, (as long as the pillaging and the looting don't cause a rukus).. pirate Jordyn!!!
Alx
Alx
toads:
Early happy bday *hugs*
FOOTBALL 
a35mmlife:
I TiVo'd the game.
I watch the commercials and skip the football.
Geek, I know.
I watch the commercials and skip the football.
Geek, I know.
lecorbeaufou:
ugh, why did I have to bet on the Raiders? It seemed like such a sure thing. I guess I just had to be a big man in front of the other guys ...
Got tackled today at the gym, by the one and only hottie Jason. it was such a mood lifter that i needed. Other than that I've been dealing with my old ex's new phyco girlfriend, she doesnt seem to nderstand the idea that were friend but what ev girls are weird and being one i still don't understand. Well off to work-
Feelings of inadequacy...
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Feelings of inadequacy...
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g_felix:
Hey SecureSusha,
Sounds like you need to hang more with Jason!! Everyone needs mood lifter friends. :-)
I'm sure that your "old ex's phyco girlfriend" intellectually understands that y'all are friends but she has got to perceive you as a threat. I mean, the two of you had a relationship after all.
My wife hid the fact that she has a jealous streak from me until about 2 weeks before our wedding. She did not want an old girlfriend of mine to come to our wedding. (I had already invited her and was not about to uninvite her!) (Yep, she attending the wedding.) (Yep, we're still married.) My wife still does not like her but tolerates her reasonably well. My wife knows whose bed my shoes go under at night. :-)
You probably understand women really well. You may just not understand the green eyed monster (NOT YOU, jealousy).
When you get older, you do not change...
You just become more like yourself.
Why do you feel inadequate? You seem beautiful, inside and out. Most of us do have an exterior that we show to our acquaintances and only drop it for our close friends. I've always portrayed that life is always black and white. I still promote that. My wife however says that I lied to her and I'm really a grey person. My protests fall on deaf ears.
Who do I want you to be? I want you to be you. You are you. You cannot be someone else. Life is just there to allow you the time to get to know yourself.
It is such a paradox: Once you give up the need for security, you are then secure. Drop the exterior, it is cumbersome and weighs too much anyway. I guarantee you that you are more beautiful, inside and out, than you think.
Sounds like you need to hang more with Jason!! Everyone needs mood lifter friends. :-)
I'm sure that your "old ex's phyco girlfriend" intellectually understands that y'all are friends but she has got to perceive you as a threat. I mean, the two of you had a relationship after all.
My wife hid the fact that she has a jealous streak from me until about 2 weeks before our wedding. She did not want an old girlfriend of mine to come to our wedding. (I had already invited her and was not about to uninvite her!) (Yep, she attending the wedding.) (Yep, we're still married.) My wife still does not like her but tolerates her reasonably well. My wife knows whose bed my shoes go under at night. :-)
You probably understand women really well. You may just not understand the green eyed monster (NOT YOU, jealousy).
When you get older, you do not change...
You just become more like yourself.
Why do you feel inadequate? You seem beautiful, inside and out. Most of us do have an exterior that we show to our acquaintances and only drop it for our close friends. I've always portrayed that life is always black and white. I still promote that. My wife however says that I lied to her and I'm really a grey person. My protests fall on deaf ears.
Who do I want you to be? I want you to be you. You are you. You cannot be someone else. Life is just there to allow you the time to get to know yourself.
It is such a paradox: Once you give up the need for security, you are then secure. Drop the exterior, it is cumbersome and weighs too much anyway. I guarantee you that you are more beautiful, inside and out, than you think.
Speaking of bands, i remember goin to see papa roach perform at a club in downtown san jose, few years ago. They were there quite often. I can't remember the name of the club for the life of me GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Watch i'll remember it randomly tomorrow. But gosh how they've blown up. sorry ramble off