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I posted two pics of the Pup From Hell.

**Okay, so my cat is a little bigger than average, but the dog IS small.

Thanks for making me LOL Schelpy!! smile
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miloryan:
HA! HA! I broke my dry streek from making-out last night! Oh how fun it was. Your next.......as in you'll break your dry spell. kiss
superficial:
hey there! hope you're doing well...

things here are eh... some things are going really well. while, others are going not so well. so, it's kinda happy one second, not so happy the next. so, eh...

well, talk to you soon, hopefully. smile love
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Stayed off the pc all weekend. I was too depressed to even really get out of bed. frown I feel so overwhelmed. I have a ton to do this week and I feel like I'm not capable to do any of it.

I took some pics of the Pup From Hell that I will post sometime soon. Woof.

I hate feeling so down. I hate feeling...
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superficial:
hey. i'm home early...

feel free to call later if you wanna chat. smile

*hugs*

mexicant:
Wish I had some co-worker eye candy...

Don't let things get to you, they always have a way of working out. Best thing to do is just take things in stride. If not you'll go insane!!

And post some pix of the liquid-pup! I'd love to see what it looks like!! wink

And as always... Love ya! kiss , love and *Hugs*
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I am soooooo freaking bored! Fridays are torture because they are so near to freedom. I feel so overwhelmed today. All the things that I need to do are whirling around in my mind and I feel like I cant do any of it. The weekend comes at the perfect time because I NEED some down time. Of course, once the weekend is here, I...
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silencenoir:
Give me your email address, please... I want to send you something.

**hugs**
schleprock:
The job search is going. I've talked to some people and responded to some emails but that has been about it. I'm not too discouraged yet. It does seem like things are picking up in the Bay area at least. So eventually it must pick up down here.

I think you'd be missing something by seeing Kill Bill on a small screen but I compleely understand not wanting to deal with folks talking. People suck and not in a good way.

Big hugs to you. Thanks for the support.
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Nothing to say...nothing to say. Sigh...

I got a letter from my pen pal today and it's 20 fricking pages long!! How to I respond to that? I mean, I go on and on and on, but 20 pages? Come on now!

I want a snugglely girl!!!! Is this too much to ask for? I mean, I'd take a snugglely boy, but girls smell like...
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superficial:
smile how are you doing today?

i'm pretty good... it's been another pretty good day... wow, i forgot what it felt like... it's amazing.

thanks again for your super kind words and *hugs* in my journal... you make me smile even more... smile smile

i really hope that you are doing well. smile smile

talk to you soon! *hugs*
silence_breaks:
hey i'm doing alright now. i just had a bad night, thanks for lookin' out and for your concern. smile sorry it took so long to respond, i been busy and haven't really had time to respond and such. but yeah, a 20 page letter from a penpal? that's NUTS. good luck trying to match that. have a good one.
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I'm soooo bored. I am dying for some intellectual stimulation! I just watched "Crash" again and am envious that those characters have an obsession. I want an obsession, a distraction. I'm going insane with wanting and I don't even know what it is that I want. Sigh...

Haven't spoken to my mother since the incident and I don't want to. I am going over there...
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miloryan:
Rob Zombie isn't that cool. I wish he was but he isn't. His first White Zombie record kicks ass but after that I think it's all the same. Just my opinion though. Went to Sinferno tonight. It's a club night in Portland that has SG girls doing skits every second sunday of the month. It kicked ass! Hope all is well. Later, Ryan-
schleprock:
I didn't care for House of a 1000 corpses either. I found the story weak and some of the camera tricks out of place. At least Rob Zombie's wife was hot.

Listening to you talk about the pup makes me not want to have a dog. They always seem way too clingy for me. Taco is pretty clingy for a kitty and that is fine with me. She is much happier now that I have been home for a while. She likes everything to fit into her schedule and when I don't get home at the same time she thinks I got eatten by a monster or something.

Stuff is going well with the girly. At least I think it is. I always have such a hard time telling.

I think it's just about time to go to bed. hmmm...sleep
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Got into a "thing" with my mother today. She is a...every name in the book! I am so tired of being treated like trash. I want NOTHING from her. She neglected me enough when I was a child to make me independent enough not to need anything from her (or anyone) now. She abandoned me to my father who abused me and now acts like...
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silencenoir:
Yes, yes... long live Queen Jora *bows* wink

I'm glad you're not letting her give you shit. Stand up for yourself, that's good.

Maybe, just maybe someday she will learn. Do people really change?

Did you start to get used to the new format yet? I'm still grrrrrrrrr'ing with some bugs here and there....and it's STILL hurting my eyes! mad

Have a good weekend. **hugs you**
superficial:
eek... sounds like you're doing what you need to be doing, though... you can't let people walk all over you, no matter who they are.

i agree... long live the queen... want me to peel some grapes for you (where did i put that palm leaf?). wink

anyway, it's going to be more than 40 hours... i'm already at 35-40 at my first job... and then as many hours as i want to put in at the other job... so, blah. i need the money, though... so, it's all good. smile

i hope you are having a very super good day. smile
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FYI - I added some more new pics.

Had the day off today (and tomorrow too). It was so nice not to have to go to the Hellish work place. I got a massage this morning, then napped. Who could ask for more? Not me! After the relaxation, I picked my friend up at the train station and dropped her home. Train stations are the...
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schleprock:
Dang my comment didn't seem to stick. Guess the site needs some better glue.

That is a pretty saucy picture.

Guess your mom's cat is doign okay. Pup doing any better?

hmm...cleeep.
runholden:
Holy cow!!! You have mr. crazy tongue!!! I really like the new hair look!

I used to see the craziest things at North Station in Boston. One night I spent my whole ride home talking to this HUGE bug named "T-bone". It was interesting to say the least. Then there was the girl who sat arcoss from me in an empty car...then asked if the seat next to me was open...she sat an talked with me until I had to get off like we were lovers...and the people who would fall asleep and miss their stops at least once a week. wink
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Oh Hell. I hate change...well, at least on SG. I'm not sure I like this new format.

For that matter, I'm not sure about the new hair. I posted two "before" pics and one "after" pic (so far). I need to have it bleached one more time (on Oct. 30) and then it will be a true platinum. I can't wait. I can't believe how...
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schleprock:
Pretty spicy looking profile pic.

Hey, I would cudde with you if I was up there.

The banner art work is bad. There are things I don't like about the new site but there are some things I do like. Hopefully they will get everything straightened out.
superficial:
you are so incredibly sweet... smile

up until the past couple days if she would have said "come back" i probably would have... i felt like everything was my fault. but, the more i look back on everything (and talk to people) the more it was just a combination of millions of little things that all added up.

i'm at the point now, where i'm realizing that it's too broken to fix, and i'm ready to get on with my life...

i just don't know if i need to tell her what i'm feeling, so she won't hate me forever thinking that it was all my fault. or if i should just let her go on being bitter toward me forever... it just feels like i've invested 5+ years into something that turned into nothing because she feels i ruined her life...

ahhh... i just don't know.

thank you so much for your compliments and advice.

i really hope that you are doing well... smile
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I am doing the craziness to my hair today! I am so excited to make such a drastic change. Maybe it will make me feel young again (especially since my mother will hate it - her disapproval always makes me feel young). After I adjust, I will post some pics of the new me. eeek Maybe the new hair will make someone want to cuddle me....
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mexicant:
Yay for new hair! biggrin And cuddles?? Been so long for me I don't think I even know how to anymore....

I used to have a small weiner dog named Samantha (as in Stevens-- she used to wrinkle her nose all the time!) that would wake me up all the time. I used to get so pissed!! But one look at that sweet face would melt my heart. I kinda miss the walks at 3 in the morning. wink

And I voted too! Can't say who I voted for though, 'cause then it won't come true! (Hahaha)

Thanx for he nice-ness by the way. I just seem to have these waves of messed up stuff. Happens all the time.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
farsight00:
Wow, I'm gone from SG for a while and when I return EVERYTHING has changed. smile

that hair is kickass...

mmmmmmm platinum wink

EDIT: And I have to mention those lips. WOW

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Dear Jesus, I've never been so in touch with the TGIF feeling before!! I am so f-ing tired that I feel like my thought processes are altered. Not good. I am going to sleep as much as possible this weekend, even though I have a million things to do.

The mutt was better last night. She only woke me up twice instead of five times,...
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silencenoir:
frown I wish I could take away all your pain! Did the pain killer work? Damn, I sure hope so.

I miss you, Jora!
I've been having the craziest time here and I was away for a few days, but I'm back (obviously).

Glad the puppy is adjusting.

Get some rest, I hope you feel better sweetie.

kiss
trinityy:
thanks love i will check and see if i got it today..
the move is well just rained basically the whole time we drove here.
i hope you are well.. your in mythoughts and the offer still stands anytime.. just let me know i will e-mail you my cell number too..

much love
trin
xoxo