I am The Procrastinator!!!
I have so damn much to do before tomorrow afternoon and here I sit on SG like I have all the time in the world.
This is a definate sign of stress and panic.
Ok.......I'm going to attempt to get off my butt and finish things up around the apt. for the ever nerve-wracking visit that is happening soon. Eeek!
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I have so damn much to do before tomorrow afternoon and here I sit on SG like I have all the time in the world.
This is a definate sign of stress and panic.
Ok.......I'm going to attempt to get off my butt and finish things up around the apt. for the ever nerve-wracking visit that is happening soon. Eeek!
Happy...
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My head is spinning.
All I can do is clean my apartment to keep my mind off of things.
I feel like a freak.
There are gray hairs under all this hair dye.
All I can do is clean my apartment to keep my mind off of things.
I feel like a freak.
There are gray hairs under all this hair dye.
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knine:
I hate gray hair i found one the other day 
polly:
if i would be offended by someone offering me sympathy for my brothers death, i would never have posted about it at all. i am okay.. i still cry about him sometimes but were all recovering well from it. it wasnt really all that shocking to begin with..
but i thank you for taking the time to reach out to me and telling me that youre thinking of me and my family. it really means a lot.
xoxo
but i thank you for taking the time to reach out to me and telling me that youre thinking of me and my family. it really means a lot.
xoxo
I am going crazy trying to resize my pics for my profile. How the hell do you resize it to SG specs without the pic looking squished???? Crap!
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knine:
on some instead of resizing just crop them to the pixels, you can do it to some depending on the size, but i like squished heads 
silencenoir:
Lovely LOVELY!
That is how I prefer your hair. It's just SO you.
Thank you for welcoming me back. I'm glad to be and that the holidays are over now.
I hope you have a wonderful new years and I am very thankful, again, to have and count you as a friend of mine.
Take care hottstuff.
That is how I prefer your hair. It's just SO you.
Thank you for welcoming me back. I'm glad to be and that the holidays are over now.
I hope you have a wonderful new years and I am very thankful, again, to have and count you as a friend of mine.
Take care hottstuff.
Got some pretty shoes and my feet are happy.
Life is weird and I'm thinking too much. It may drive me crazy. Ack!
I need coffee. I am so tired that I can barely stand it.
Life is weird and I'm thinking too much. It may drive me crazy. Ack!
I need coffee. I am so tired that I can barely stand it.
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mexicant:
Yay for pretty shoes!
Talk to you later... 
Talk to you later...
schleprock:
Bummer about looking for a new job. I assume it's you boss leaving. At least that is what you mentioned in the past. Taco and I both appreciate the kisses.hugs to you.
Feeling pretty hyper today. Going to try to buy shoes today, so I can have pretty feet when the Mystery Man comes for a visit.
I plan to try to take pics of the latest hair tonight too. Hope I can get some decent ones to post.
Good Day all!!
*Where I step, flowers will grow.
When I speak, birds will sing.*
I plan to try to take pics of the latest hair tonight too. Hope I can get some decent ones to post.
Good Day all!!
*Where I step, flowers will grow.
When I speak, birds will sing.*
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mexicant:
Hmmm... sooooo... when is this "Mystery Man" going for a visit?
schleprock:
Nice to see you so happy. Hope you found some pretty shoes.
Tired....grrr. Need sleep.
My sleep schedule is all fucked up, but it's for a good cause. (You know who you are, Mr. Cause. A.K.A Mi Rey).
Nighty-nite. Things are weird, so I must go work them out in my dreams.
Yaaaaawn...blem, blem, gurgle, mer, mer, meep!
My sleep schedule is all fucked up, but it's for a good cause. (You know who you are, Mr. Cause. A.K.A Mi Rey).
Nighty-nite. Things are weird, so I must go work them out in my dreams.
Yaaaaawn...blem, blem, gurgle, mer, mer, meep!
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silencenoir:
I'm back 
thanks for the hugs and your emails, you mean alot and they meant alot to me as well.
I hope things are better for you now. I will reply to your one letter sometime today.
Missed you!
get some rest.
thanks for the hugs
and your emails, you mean alot and they meant alot to me as well.
I hope things are better for you now. I will reply to your one letter sometime today.
Missed you!
get some rest.
joshof13thfloor:
Whoever "Mr. Cause A.K.A. Mi Rey" may be, then may all the goodly gods that ever were bless him and keep him for making this the best post of yours that i can remember in a very long time. I hope it all goes well, sweets. You deserve your spot in the sun. Love and hope to you.
-Josh
-Josh
My favorite saying in the whole world is...
"You get the Jora that you deserve."
Feel free to draw your own conclusions.
"You get the Jora that you deserve."
Feel free to draw your own conclusions.
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schleprock:
...big hugs to you. ..hang in there. you know how to reach me.
...big hugs to you. ..hang in there. you know how to reach me.
farsight00:
I hope the world brings you some good news soon, we all deserve a break at least once in a while.
Life is weird. Things have changed. I cannot comment yet, because I don't know what is going on, but I may have comments by Monday. We'll see...
Oh, and I have red + other colors hair. I feel much better now. More like myself. I will try to post pics soon.
Oh, and I have red + other colors hair. I feel much better now. More like myself. I will try to post pics soon.
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schleprock:
Glad you are feeling better. And I hope everything is okay is going okay too.
handle:
Change is good, unless you fear change, but if you like fear then fear is good and so is change by default.
I went to dinner with my work-mates tonight at La Fondue. It was actually really fun. I had a great time with socializing with them outside of work. It was bittersweet a bit, because my boss will be leaving in January. Our waitress was totally cool. She joined in the teasing of our only boy employee, Ben. I took a few pics of my hottie...
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edc:
OMG! your cat could eat your dog....
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schleprock:
Thos are good pictures of you.
Well, Im back at Hell, I mean work. Within 3 days of being back there, I feel my brain cells dying, my spirit shriveling and my body aching. I AM back on my anti-anxiety meds now, because I started having an attack Tuesday morning. Nice. My boss is quitting soon (Jan.15) so the BIG bosses from Paris are here. They seem okay, but I know...
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schleprock:
Thanks for droping me a line and reading my journal. I understand wanting to be a hermit. I didn't want to be pushing folks away by being too needy and such things.
THanks, again.
THanks, again.
farsight00:
Hi Jora
I used to be one of those 110% workers for the corporation. But that was back when I believed... believed blindly in things actually being how they appear. When that belief system collapsed and I started looking past the surface into the truth of things I could no longer believe in my corporation, and that was when I stopped giving 110%. Or even 100%. I don't know what % I am giving now, but it is just enough to tread water in the corporate heirarchy. Although recently the company relocated to better working conditions, so things have been looking up. At the end of all that, I don't know what to tell you. In some ways I was happier in my job when I was giving 110%, but it was not a kind of happiness built on solid foundations, so it could not stand. Still... sometimes I think only a fool turns away any kind of happiness... sorry to ramble! I hope you've been well.
I used to be one of those 110% workers for the corporation. But that was back when I believed... believed blindly in things actually being how they appear. When that belief system collapsed and I started looking past the surface into the truth of things I could no longer believe in my corporation, and that was when I stopped giving 110%. Or even 100%. I don't know what % I am giving now, but it is just enough to tread water in the corporate heirarchy. Although recently the company relocated to better working conditions, so things have been looking up. At the end of all that, I don't know what to tell you. In some ways I was happier in my job when I was giving 110%, but it was not a kind of happiness built on solid foundations, so it could not stand. Still... sometimes I think only a fool turns away any kind of happiness... sorry to ramble! I hope you've been well.
So, how did the weekend go?
I like it when it is cold because Taco and I take a nap in my comfy chair.
i like what you wrote to smitty - i hope it holds true.
happy new year dear.