I've acctually talked to several people today about jobs which is nice and I am feeling much better. Thanks for all the support. Hoping you are having a good time with the new beau.
I feel weird today. Kind of closed off. I hate it. I am being attacked by restlessness and fear. Grr. I need to snap out of whatever this is and NOW. I can only hope that a good night's sleep and medication will do the trick.
yeah cute eyes.. haha... that pic is just killer kickass. gee.. so your baby takes after me eh? ive heard of super sperm but holy shit i thought i was sterile!
ps
The tide has turned.
Waves avoid decaying rocks,
and crash back into themselves.
Foam rushes backward,
magnetically reversed
by the light of the moon
imploding.
Star dust sparkles,
distracts with its beauty.
All the while
slicing
my eyes.
A distant door slams
so strongly
my walls shake.
Caressing the key in my pocket
with hot fingertips,
I hesitate only for a moment,
(such a... Read More
I am in the glow, basking in the energy of you. Your music plays as the soundtrack to my confession. You have taken me over the edge and, with you, I finally let go. You guide me through every hidden room of myself some filled with shadow, others with light. But, I am serene, kept safe by the various threads of you that weave into... Read More
Today is weird. A lot is going on in my mind. I think I'm on the edge of something and I'm not sure what is going on with me. All I know is that my head is full.
Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile
'Til your singing eyes and fingers
Drew me loving to your isle
And you sang, "Sail to me, sail to me,
Let me enfold you,
Here I am, here I am
Waiting to hold you"
Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you hare when I was fox?... Read More
oh happy birthday! sorry I missed the day, but glad to read softer words returning again to your journal... you deserve a wonderful and relaxing b-day.
It really IS how bizarre how life can change moment to moment. I feel like I'm trapped in some fucked up sitcom, only without a laugh-track. Don't get me wrong. This doesn't mean I'm in a "bad mood", blah, blah, blah. It just means that my "dare to dream" mode lasted 8 hours and 34 minutes. This has got to be some kind of record,... Read More
Saw that you liked the movie version of Crash. The author, JG Ballard, who wrote the short story that the film was based on is pretty good as well. I really liked his memior of being in a interment camp during WWII.
Don't assume so much. Yes I was unhappy but that comment isn't directed towards you. I'll be around tonight if you want to talk. I'll elaborate more then.
hugs,
Rodney