jopoppins

Day One:

ok,
so it kinda of sucked anal dwelling monkey arse...
but i really enjoy my manager.

he is fun,
and has the mouth of sailor.
which i so love,
because if you know me...
you know how horridly dirty my mouth is.

for the most part the day was spent watching training videos...
LAME!
but to be honest,
i have rented cheesier B movies...
so i guess they could have been worse.

i'm not sure when i work again...
but i find out tomorrow.

then i have 6 more days of training,
and then i get my first tables!

i got my last paycheck from my last job today too...
not a big one,
and most of it will be spent buying work clothes,
but it should help get me by...
and give me some cash to store away.

and on a different note that has nothing to do work...
i miss my boyfriend,
and it has only been 24 hours since i last saw him.

i love being wrapped up in his arms...
he makes me feel safe,
and loved!

and i love feeling like that.

i'm scared that i may be pushing him away with my obsessive nature...
i don't want that to happen to us.

we have something special,
and i don't want to lose it!