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I have so much to tell everyone...so much changes in so little time.
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kav:
Sir! Let this lady know how you've been! surreal
lucinda:
I miss the fuck out of you!!!kiss
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Well over a year later, and I have returned. Everything on the site is so different now but; in other ways just the same as when I left. Turns out me and this site have more in common than I thought. I to feel so different, than when I last logged in, but in more ways than one I am still just the same. I...
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momozilla:
omg i thought you were to be forever gone!!! XDi'm so happy you are back and to hear you're doing so well!!!
momozilla:
i've been goooood! super busy. i started beauty school in october, and its sooo super rough getting up at 730 every morning to go to school lol but its a lot of fun! i'm actually taking my freshman final this week (the only person in my class cos everyone else sucks!) so wish me luck!!!

so how have you been recently? anything fun and bizarre happen to you?
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Day One:

ok,
so it kinda of sucked anal dwelling monkey arse...
but i really enjoy my manager.

he is fun,
and has the mouth of sailor.
which i so love,
because if you know me...
you know how horridly dirty my mouth is.

for the most part the day was spent watching training videos...
LAME!
but to be honest,
i have rented cheesier B...
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chomper:
Thankyou Your a sweetheart *hugs*

kiss kiss kiss
ladyjane:
hey handsome, how's the jobby job goin?
big huge ginormous hug & kisses
...hope your summer is filled with love & laughter & dreams.... and more love. ♥
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vamperella:
so fucking cute!
where have you gone love?
i hope your doing well
ladyjane:
you're fucking beautiful

where r u angel???
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i feel the change of the season,
creeping in...
sinking into me...
and filling me up with hope.

when i close my eyes,
and the wind rushes past my cheek,
beyond the cold sting...
the reminder,
the past,
the cold...
i can almost smell spring.

flowers...
lilacs.

oh...hope,
my long lost friend.

where have you been hiding?

did you leave when i left?

did i...
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robotlola:
i wish girls could receive roadplay.. so sad
toothpickmoe:
I miss out on most seasons.
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i don't want to go home...
i want to stay wrapped up in his arms.
warm.
safe.
nuzzled up close.

maybe i am just afraid to leave...
afraid the distance will bore him.
i don't want him to get bored...
i don't want to loose him.

SHHH...

thoughts like that,
do no good...
no good for him.
no good for me.

shhh...

enjoy the ride!!!...
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chomper:
Hey there sweetie Where've you gone I'm missing you frown kiss kiss
genevalw:
Are you ok? I haven't heard from you in a while......
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i think i have reached the eye,
of the LITTLE PUPPY...
things are calm,
perfect.

is this the perfect storm?

all i can do is smile...
ear to ear.
it hardly compares to how i feel inside...

i think,
i think...
i have found where i want to be,
and why i want to be there.

i don't mean to be so vauge,
but how...
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dose:
yea i know that feeling. Waiting to get some back. whatever

Thanks for all the kind words lately. You're sweet kiss
garrettf:
Someones birthdays coming up! HEYO!!!
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I'm in greenville...
content.
happy.

it's nice...

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kegan:
Thank you =)
slytherin:
nice...(south park style)
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the LITTLE PUPPY is picking up speed...
i can feel the winds rushing past me,
urging me forward.

offering me up opportunity.

do i take it?
do i just let go,
and let it throw me around as it sees fit?

or would it just move me too fast?

i'm full of questions,
random what ifs?
and what could bes?

i have never been one...
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momozilla:
haha thanks smile i think so too
goodpoltergeist:
hahahaha!

shhh!

Thanks!
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caffeine...
mmm,
coffee
coffeee
COFFEEEEE!!!!

goodness,
i have had a lot of coffee.

i actaully think if you were to slit my wrist,
and drink my blood...
that you would die from a caffeine overdose.

what a crazy way to die....

"yeah i drank this kids blood, and then i died"
^_^

today,
was very un-eventful.
which is not always bad.

today was proof.

though...
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genevalw:
I am up for a dance....lol...i just filled out a survey to day that asks if I do that...yes..its odd.....but I can't help it....
cate:
I could totally drink your blood and we could go to a fancy ball! smile
It'll be classic goth all the way <3 kiss
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i woke up early today,
went and soaked up some child hood nostalgia.
it was beautiful...

i felt happy.

I FEEL HAPPY.

not everything is perfect in my life right now,
but i am alive.
i have a home.
and i have people who love me,
and want nothing more than for me to succeed in life.

things would of course be a lot better,...
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vamperella:
are you trying to quit smoking?
you cut back a lot, congrats! i hope you can stay strong on quitting.

haha A.D.H.D'ers unite .
im going to try to study again at 6, hopefully i can
goodpoltergeist:
I'm glad you got something out of it. I wasn't sure I knew what I was talking about when I typed it, and I was hoping you would get something out of it. I felt a little like an idiot, but if you enjoyed it then I have done my job!

Take care!
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i'm sad now,
i requested to make a group...
and it so got declined.

there can be a gay girls only group,
but i guess a gay boys only group,
is just inappropriate.

whatever i guess...
not a lot i can do about it.

burrrss!!!!

it's very,
very,
very cold,
and i guess it is just supposed to get colder.
i don't think i like...
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suaveadonis:
I am feezing also and no one to cuddle with to keep warm. frown

Do not feel too bad or discouraged regarding your group. I had a topic politely rejected in a group. I think they would prefer we are on the site a little longer and established more in the community. Unless it is a dictatorship among a few elitists for control of the groups, which I doubt very much since the basis of this site, in my opinion, is to promote a more understanding, diverse world. And I do not see how that would be possible in a dictatorship.

Try again sometime in the future. Perhaps you will have better results.
skypirate:
i can't believe more people haven't extolled the virtues of your beautiful writing, i hope you're just being coy when you say that...!

sads that the group was rejected, that is genuinely odd. but then again i tried to get one for an atkins diet support group (if support is the right word?) when i was on the site before, and that got rejected - yet i REALLY want to talk with other sensible normal atkins dieters about meals and preparation etc - what i mean is, it's not a frivolous silly group, it would be really helpful, same with yours. both are examples of wanting community because it's hard to find it all the time otherwise, and i think that should be the ideal basis for a group!

oh well...

winter is always quite harsh, humans were made to hibernate during it which is why the lack of sunshine gets us down on a biological level.

but it is quite nice to curl up inside with a feelgood movie, hot chocolate with marshmallows (ok so for me it would be atkins-friendly rooibos tea or something!) and a snuggly blanket and enjoy the fact that your not outside! it makes heat seem so much sweeter...

ARRR!!!