jopoppins

You ever get what you want,
and then not want it when it comes...?

I do.
i do.

i got the LITTLE PUPPY,
just like i wanted?
it came in the form of a can,
and pupated into a car accident.

a car accident,
that happened in the vehicle that was to take me away to GR.
it's trashed.
i'm fucked!!!

we were trashed.

i should have known better.
Andre should have known better.
Mike should have known better.

we all walked though...
no one was hurt,
or worse yet,
dead!

i'm afraid to die...

my BOYFRIEND:MIKE,
this weekend it was made official,
was the only one who left with a wound.
minor.
a small detail.

i feel exhausted today...
there is nothing i hate more,
than the first day back home after you have been away.

even MORE exhausted because of the sex.
i feel like a angelic zombie...

i have a glow about me,
but my body just feels run down.
^_^

angelic zombie...
hmmm?
let's think about that for a second shall we.
..................................................................God zombies................................
he he he he.
that is way too funny.
=P

this blog is really random.
it feels scattered for me,
even writing it.

i feel scattered???
no.
i feel unfocused.