And basically its weird cos I instantly added all the cool SGs from the UK that i remembered and then all the ones i remembered from ages ago which i found out was like 2007 onwards which is crazy. Like my idea of some of them has changed so much in that time had kids, got married and look very different. Its crazy. I even kinda remember the old SG site how i kinda hated this new one but yeah change happens in life i guess haha.
I think at first when i saw SGs it was for pornographic reasons now my tastes have kinda broadened and changed since then i'm no longer 17-18 and I really appreciate the SG motive, the alternative dress, the "non-cookie-cutter representation of beauty, the off-curve odd balls the different women as an art. Now i've got it all at my fingertips I can flick through videos pictures of these beautiful embodiments of rebellious lives of these women which is gratuitous. Kind of too much in a way. Whereas before I would capture certain sets for free and keep them for later viewing it was almost more vicarious. The names of the sets almost had more meaning, their entitlement meant for its intent and almost made them purer. There still is that at the same time but its kinda more almost commercialised a bit. I mean from the SG facebook they were just giving and giving away sets for free almost, really trying to advertise more signups (and i guess i fell for it).
I've just got say overall I do love the experience SG has to offer, I don't entirely buy into this blogging business I guess. Kinda adds a spin on SG which well as I view peoples posts and you scroll down to the comments and see the same old responses from guys drooling at their monitors. But then I think back to the hopefuls videos and how all these up and coming SGs always say how they got so much support from their followers and how they thank them. Is this really them, the creepy onlooker men. I don't know that might just be a by-product of this upgrade into a social network.
I love Suicide Girls, I wouldn't be here if I didn't. I didn't want this post to sound bad but just yeah, stuffs changed, I'm here now and I've changed too. I think these girls are wonderful in what they do, I absolutely love all of them the ideas behind being a Suicide Girl are huge to modern society y'know and I don't want that to change about SG 'cos at the heart its about that definition of beauty and its about being individual and freeing and understanding yourself, fuck what anyone else says.
BAM : D
have a nice day