jonspit

i told her i wasn't her verbal or physical punching bag,she says "i just want u to be happy" , i don't reply because I was happy earlier this year very happy and dare to say in love if u know me that is something that i don't say, you're not trying to hurt my feelings but you will try to manipulate me with my child it would be different if i was shitty father but i effin rok as a dad and that is not me tooting my own horn thats from other parents. argh using children as a pawn is ridiculous. Eh i know i shouldn't vent this much but sheesh how much more do i have to deal with it. ....eh sorry lost my train of thought on this matter....skoool is bak in session and its a good one i have studio time to fill up any body need anything anyone shot let me know (in chicago or nearby)......well i gonna finishing watching the little mermaid (my daughter put it in the video before she left) ....well friends have a great nite thanx for the ears or eyes whatver way u look at it