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Why am I writing this?
Is it a deperate cry to anyone who'll listen?
Am I that starved for human interaction?
Why am I so full of hate?
Why am I jealous of everyone?

Good questions for a therapist, but I can't afford one at the moment. Nor do I really want to see one again. And they always answer your questions with more questions....
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Wow, someone actually left a comment. And an actual Suicide Girl no less! Now I feel special and inspired! Of course that could just be the amphetamines. Ha ha ha, good one me!
At least I feel better than yesterday. I'm tired of fighting off depression, even if it is only once every couple of weeks. I want it gone, but that isn't happening. It's...
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Hmm, I'm not sure about this whole journaling blog thing. Do I really have anything that interesting to say on a regular basis? Probably not. My life's pretty boring, despite my constant efforts to fuck it up. Who's going to read this anyway? Maybe I'll right more when I don't feel so shitty.
posh:
i have a rather boring life yet i still manage to write a lot of meaningless crap. come on. join in the meaningless crap fun.