Thursday Oct 30, 2003

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So apparently im a bad person for not caring... and now that im shown the errors of my way, i feel like a worse person because now i have stoopid doubt that doesnt exist... and if i try to defend myself like.....

But you would never leave me

I sound like some stoopid fucking desperate shit... i dont know what to say or do... stoopid situations... that didnt need to be arisen


Is it bad that i want to be a porn director, and if it is.... and i hear for a perfect example..... some girl continually saying to me that she wants to fuck my girlfriend.... for me to, although i know she actually can love a girl.... for me to play it off like a joke because i believe it to be a joke... and say well only if i can take pictures.... that makes me a horndog....


FUCK...... i dont know... this is stoopid... none of this real... just fucking drop the subject..... please.....

i dont care, bvguovfquowegfaegfyyg puke
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jonnyjester:
love all i know is i love you love

and im sorry i let what you said get to me.... but i was fine until you said something....

im done


goodnight
miao!! ooo aaa miao!! ooo aaa miao!! ooo aaa

[Edited on Oct 30, 2003 12:51PM]
jonnyjester:
To tell me that you don't think i'd ever leave you wouldn't sound dumb or psycho to me unless i'm actually planning on leaving you... which i'm not... so have at it. Use it as a mantra, say it instead of cheese sandwich, order it at the pharmacy. They won't mind.

I just hate the idea that something like that, an important part of who i am, could be taken so lightly. I don't believe that you'd have me fucking another guy as quickly as you'd have me with another girl, which was my only point. Sure, guys, in general would have their girl with another girl if given a choice, but many girls don't have the capacity to love other girls. I do.

Not to stretch this out any farther. We had a fun day. I love you lots and lots. See you when i get home.

miao!!

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