… I met a girl. I'm not really into dating apps, but well, when you're in my line of work, you don't really have much of a choice. We matched, and we talked. It's only been 2-3 weeks, but things seem to be going well. Unfortunately, we don't live close to each other, so we've only seen each other once (on Saturday), for about an...
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My brain is so freaking hyperactive that I don't even feel like writing. Hundreds, thousands of thoughts coming through it. I'm just so tired. Drank too much tonight. The only way I have to ease it all. But the thoughts, the anxiety came back like a fucking punch in my face.
I see the pills before me. Diazepam. Oh, don't worry, I don't want to...
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Been wanting to write this for a long time. Didn't know where. Didn't know how. But I think this is the right place.
I know I don't have many followers on SG. But I thought, maybe someone will read this. Maybe someone will know what I'm talking about, and thus know that they're not alone. Or maybe someone will be able to help me get...
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pimenta:
Please write! I feel like u most of the times :)
jonfenn:
Will do, then. Don't hesitate to share and/or talk about it. The more people it reach, the more people like us may realize they're not alone ;)
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marlene:
hey :( ça va mieux? Je comprends bien ce que tu ressens, je suis toujours sur la corde raide, à bosser trop et tirer tjrs un peu plus ma santé en pâti... Allez courage <3 prends soin de toi!
jonfenn:
@marlene J'ai vu que tu bossais comme pas permis, toi aussi, oui... :/ Bah écoute, je bosse 7j/7, je dois avoir un ou deux jours de repos par mois, et j'ai aucune vie perso o/ C'est de plus en plus lourd de bosser toute la journée pour galérer et ne retrouver personne le soir ou le week-end. Mais bon, the show must go on o/ J'espère que ça ira de ton côté… Prends soin de toi également :) !
... but it scared me.
I won't talk about the series here, because there's just no way I could explain how the story and its characters moved me.
I'll just ask this question: in this world where everything is possible, who would you be? Would you try and be a hero, or would you let your base instinct take on you?
In such a realistic...
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Boy is it good to be back! I had a problem with Vendo, and I couldn't reactivate my account... Until I won a 1-month free membership, which allowed me to bypass the problem. SO DAMN HAPPY!
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caraphernelia:
welcome back :DD
jonfenn:
Thanks @caraphernelia ! @kiley : Yeah , I was able to enter the new info too. Fun fact: on Vendo, my account is still marked as "disabled" :') Thank you so much for this, Kiley ^_^ !
Another attack in France tonight... A truck plowed into people during the Bastille Day fireworks in Nice... When will that end, for fuck's sake?!
When 9/11 happened, I was just a kid. It was also my birthday, so I've always had a special link with this event. I'll never forget it, and I'll always remember the horror I felt this day, because I'd never seen...
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