I just started on SG not to long ago and everyone is very nice and I'm happy to be a part of this. But my life right now is in shambles and there's nothing I can do about it. I owe $1200,000 i student loans and this forces me to work 7 days a week at 3 different job and 2 of which I hate because I work in a kitchen where everyone hates me and I don't get along with anyone. I pay $1600 a month just for bills and I make $1800 a month so I have little to myself. I drink every often to try and forget this harsh memory and have meaningless sex to try to make myself feel better but nothing really works. No one really knows how ruined my life is because I don't talk about it to anyone because I don't want to lay this burden to my loved ones. I don't know what to do anymore and I feel raped by the system that I work for and who I pay to. I'm sure no one will read this but just having it out makes me feel a bit better.
