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jonalcoholic

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Friday Jun 25, 2004

Jun 25, 2004
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So I got a good update today, I hope yall like it as much as I do:

Sitting at work today, the question of chinese names came up (me being chinese). So my co-workers asked me if I had a chinese name, and I do and it's Chen Xing. That translates to The Morning Star.

Now, apparently one of my co-workers sorta remembered that Lucifer (you know, the devil) also meant The Morning Star. I couldn't quite remember myself so I did the only thing I knew of. I looked it up on Dictionary.com:

Lucifer

\Lu"ci*fer\, n. [L., bringing light, n., the morning star, fr. lux, lucis, light + ferre to bring.] 1. The planet Venus, when appearing as the morning star; -- applied in Isaiah by a metaphor to a king of Babylon.

What is funny is my Grandparents gave me my chinese name when I was born, and they are very very religous (Christian). So I am guessing they knew from the start that I am dammed. They inadvertantly declared me the Devil reborn in my form. Things I can now say:

- I am the Dark Prince, respect my authoriti!

- I am not hell spawn, but my children will be hell spawn.

- My friends call me Luci, it's short for Lucifer.

- I tried to kill God once. . .

I am sure there are many, many many many more things I could say, but for now that is enough.

Anyways, work today was lots of fun, I called my mom at work after this revelation, and she started laughing. She now knows her son is the fucking devil.

Tonight I will be drinking, because it's one of the few things I am good at.

I really like the Blink 182 song "I miss you". It makes me really sad, but in a good way. Im usually not sad, but depressed with suicidal thoughts. But being sad is cool. It's the kind of sad which reminds me of some of the good times I had but now they are over and will never happen again. I've listened to it about 10 times in a row now.

One time I played My Blue Heaven (Billy Corgan's rendition), for 1 week straight on repeat. I never turned my music off. I was in a bad place at the time and the repitition sorta soothed me. I also listened to Marylin Manson to sooth me too.

Now wasn't that an in depth look into my head.

This is the Dark Prince, your dammed Angel, and the sexiest thing this side of the River Styxx signing off.

Yall have a great weekend, partake in SIN FUCKERS!
VIEW 17 of 17 COMMENTS
emily_m:
Very, very interesting... shocked
Jun 28, 2004
redheaddevil:
I'll be there for sure, if you see me say "hello"! Look for my big ol' tattoo!
Jun 29, 2004

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