jon3698

Sup future jon. Past Jon is drunk and has nobody to talk to, so this one's going out there for you.

For shame not seeing iron man tonight. $2 across the street and you didnt have anything better to do.

I less than three the crap out of arcade fire.

Missing half the watermellon festival on sunday will be lame.

Cheap bourbon is more fun...
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reading my old blogs on here reminded me how depressing I used to be.

Well, I'm back again. Seems the first thing i do when money gets tight is drop this subscription. Signed up for the whole year this time so that shouldnt be an issue for a while.

I'm once again feelings the angst that my friends arent really into the same stuff I am. I'm getting bored of not talking about anything but high school, working out,...
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hmm wow, first journal post in well over a year. I took a break from this site, as my life was moving away from the general lifestyle this site is all about. but when I started to feel a bit empty again, I came back. It sucks because while I do love my friends, they just arent into the same kinda things that I am....
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Another shitty weekend. I hate not being able to control my situation in life right now. I mean, I have just about everything under control, I wish I could deal with meredith though. Friday night we were supposed to hang out, but she had a panic attack and didnt want to leave the house.. in our convesation she said things that I guess got my...
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Well today would have been my one year anniversery with meredith. I imagined I'd be more upset today but I'm doing fine I guess. Yesterday I did seem to clear things up with her, I guess we're ok in that there are no harsh feelings anymore.

I think I've finally let my head take over and convince my emotions that she just wasnt good for...
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I realize that I keep this journal because I know that nobody reads it. If I posted this shit on myspace or something I'd end up with a bunch of people and their fake sympathies. They dont realize people need to vent shit to sombody, even if nobody will ever hear or read it.

They put me on medication again last friday. I dont really...
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So i'm meeting meredith to see a movie tomorrow night, and I have a feeling that this could be my last chance to get her back, so right now I'm stressed about how to go about it, what to say.. Do I try and prove myself better than her rebound guy, or do I ignore that and just try and sell myself.. shit like that....
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Well, my love life isnt getting any better. When I do manage to talk to meredith about it she does seem sad and sorry that its over, but makes no mention of working things out.. I wish she'd realize how big an asshole her new guy is. We're supposed to hang out, and she even mentioned wanting to do something for our would have been...
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Got another tattoo today in an effort to break the monotony of summer before school starts. Just another generic tribal design, this time on my other shoulder, but I really like how it turned out. anyways 2 more days off before I gotta find new ways to spend my time at school again.

Oh.. Ex girlfriend update.. I believe that she and her new guy...
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