johnnydecomposed

Just a heads up-- if I don't get a job this month, I'm dropping SG. For how long, I'm not sure

Super-exciting news!:

My brother won a singing contest at ESPN Zone (a sports restaurant/bar in the harbor area) and now he's going to sing the national anthem at the Blast game in March!

How cool is that?

So, Im still trying to get a fucking job. Ive filled out applications, gone on interviews, sent out my resume... All that jazz.

Still nothing.

Its gotten to the point that Ive been considering taking up jobs as a census-taker or an Easter bunny. And even then I have to qualify as a census-taker and the Easter bunny job fills up fast.

But today I...
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I had the weirdest sensation last night.

So my insomnia has come back, full-fledged. Ridiculous.

I stopped taking my Ambien a good while ago because it is counter-active to weight-loss and it makes me feel stupid. My mental functions have significantly improved since Ive been off it. I had been substituting it for Propanalol and Melatonin.

Pronanalol is not a sleeping medication, in fact it...
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Why does everybody leave me?

My brother moved out today. Which sucks. I mean, he didn't move to Virgina like Mary but he's not going to be around.

I'm going to be even more alone.

I'm happy for him, of course. It was the right time, he's going to be with friends and he's literally around the corner from Camden Yards.

I really am equally happy for him and fucking...
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I just found out that my lip piercing on the right side is still functional and I won't have to get it re-pierced. So that's cool.

But I haven't been able to find any of my rings or labrets, so for the past couple of days I've had my star earring in the piercing so it won't have to go through the pain of opening...
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