jody

So please, please, please
let me, let me, let me,
let me get what I want
this time


More later. Maybe.

Edit: I really planned on updating this tonight. It was going to be light and happy. I wasn't going to talk about hockey or any of the other things that are currently contributing to my melancholy.

No... it was going to be bright and shiny and filled with pictures. It would have been a brief glimpse into my hopes for the future. What I dream is coming. Because there has to be something.

I really am hopeful. Really.

Sorry about all this. I shouldn't be drinking right now.