there's a feeling I don't like where I feel myself feeling something beyond something I can control. it's freefall. it's good and very bad (meaning good) and bad and there's no control. this is all beyond sensory mind you it's all in the mind. I'm going in and out of this feeling. I'm waking with it today. and it's annoying me because I want it...
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addendum; going to boston 12/10.
Adult. tour
12/11 TT the Bears
12/12 Ottobar Baltimore
12/13 Knitting Fac. NYC
come say hi or tell your friends to.
I'll also be @ Ted Leo / Weird War @ Bowery in NYC on the 14th. Look for me behind the soundboard.
xoxo
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much better.
better news. got to hang out w/Siv, who rocks. Another fan...
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Adult. tour
12/11 TT the Bears
12/12 Ottobar Baltimore
12/13 Knitting Fac. NYC
come say hi or tell your friends to.
I'll also be @ Ted Leo / Weird War @ Bowery in NYC on the 14th. Look for me behind the soundboard.
xoxo
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much better.
better news. got to hang out w/Siv, who rocks. Another fan...
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xxanastasiaxx:
well Boston is out for me.. 
but still hopeful about NYC.
Remember to remind me to buy a pretzel. K?
xoxox
but still hopeful about NYC.
Remember to remind me to buy a pretzel. K?
xoxox
evillyn:
Umm, I'm up for some freaky friday action, no problem.
not for you.
most of the time it is, but this is basically journalsville, getting it down so it's not occupying the space in my brain where it stunk and rotted all day as I drove around. the bottled up stress-case, me, major aquarian style. I have my A-B and C of what I need/do under this situation. comes all to a head. I hate...
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xxanastasiaxx:
'mornin...
did ya ever see a Christmas story? when Ralphies brother is overdressed and falls in the snow, and starts rolling around yelling
"Ralphie, I can't get up, i CAN'T GET UP"?
that was me trying to get out of bed this morning...
oy vey
did ya ever see a Christmas story? when Ralphies brother is overdressed and falls in the snow, and starts rolling around yelling
"Ralphie, I can't get up, i CAN'T GET UP"?
that was me trying to get out of bed this morning...
oy vey
citrus:
yes, hugs and stuff.
if i could unhook you i wouldn't... keep letting it out, i'm sure she doesn't mind. this is where/how you do it
still sending positive vibes.
in tears yesterday about all the need for it. so much
but wow, really.
rub your belly, eh?
if i could unhook you i wouldn't... keep letting it out, i'm sure she doesn't mind. this is where/how you do it
still sending positive vibes.
in tears yesterday about all the need for it. so much
but wow, really.
rub your belly, eh?
I want to buy a place in the south of france...Cote d'Azur...but the internet isn't helping. If you're a Euro minded person, help a brotha out and give me some good links...oh and about half-a million dollars...heheheh..
but I was thinking along those lines, one of my dreams is to get a whole bunch of artists and musicians and whatevers together and time-share a place...
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but I was thinking along those lines, one of my dreams is to get a whole bunch of artists and musicians and whatevers together and time-share a place...
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edison23:
why is that your old band? I like... I like! And if that is your old one... then where is your new one? You can give us a CD to listen to when we run into you on the East Coast. I will have some tracks from bloom for people to hear soon. Final week of mixing is going on right now.
We used Brian Paulson in Richmond VA at Sound Of Music studios.
So soon. bloom was reaally well received at the SG show in Fl. now we will see what the rest of the nation thinks.
We used Brian Paulson in Richmond VA at Sound Of Music studios.
So soon. bloom was reaally well received at the SG show in Fl. now we will see what the rest of the nation thinks.
xxanastasiaxx:
sorry..just got your messages..
I'm hurtin..sux, sux, sux.
slept most of the day, then it was a looong drive home.
came home to mayhem..and a dog that needed to be walked, and a party..
going to go charge my phone and find something to eat.
more later..
viva la revolution!
ow..
I'm hurtin..sux, sux, sux.
slept most of the day, then it was a looong drive home.
came home to mayhem..and a dog that needed to be walked, and a party..
going to go charge my phone and find something to eat.
more later..
viva la revolution!
ow..
Buzzcocks!!!!
Saw them last night I did. Steve Diggle still rocks for a geezer. He looked like he was having such a blast and played like a motherfucker, salmon shirt and hatchet-head non-hairdo and all. Fucking great! And they sounded raw and gnarly and everything. Dumb grin on my face the whole time. Who wants to do a buncha blow w/the Buzzcocks? They seemed fairly...
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Saw them last night I did. Steve Diggle still rocks for a geezer. He looked like he was having such a blast and played like a motherfucker, salmon shirt and hatchet-head non-hairdo and all. Fucking great! And they sounded raw and gnarly and everything. Dumb grin on my face the whole time. Who wants to do a buncha blow w/the Buzzcocks? They seemed fairly...
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sicily:
i saw the buzzcocks last summer and they fucking rocked!!!!
i grind my teeth too...bleh.
i grind my teeth too...bleh.
xxanastasiaxx:
Haha..I need you to come to my JOB and say that!! I have dreams of taking of few of them out with one good swing of a pool stick.
Over a foot of snow here. I'm off to VT. as soon as I can get out of my driveway.
xoxox
Haha..I need you to come to my JOB and say that!! I have dreams of taking of few of them out with one good swing of a pool stick.
Over a foot of snow here. I'm off to VT. as soon as I can get out of my driveway.
xoxox
I'm lost. drifted miles in minutes. where...wha?
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I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell might be broken.
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I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell might be broken.
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clara:
Sorry I missed the mom news. Glad she's doing well.
siv:
oh, mydear, they are SO all for sale, all of them. that's what i've decided i want to do with my decidedly non-lucrative life: make art and hope that people like it enough to have it. 
at a distance, this is how it feels to be falling.
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jnthn:
joy
\Joy\, n. [OE. joye, OF. joye, joie, goie, F. joie, L. gaudia, pl. of gaudium joy, fr. gaudere to rejoice, to be glad; cf. Gr. ? to rejoice, ? proud. Cf. Gaud, Jewel.] 1. The passion or emotion excited by the acquisition or expectation of good; pleasurable feelings or emotions caused by success, good fortune, and the like, or by a rational prospect of possessing what we love or desire; gladness; exhilaration of spirits; delight.
Her heavenly form beheld, all wished her joy. --Dryden
\Joy\, n. [OE. joye, OF. joye, joie, goie, F. joie, L. gaudia, pl. of gaudium joy, fr. gaudere to rejoice, to be glad; cf. Gr. ? to rejoice, ? proud. Cf. Gaud, Jewel.] 1. The passion or emotion excited by the acquisition or expectation of good; pleasurable feelings or emotions caused by success, good fortune, and the like, or by a rational prospect of possessing what we love or desire; gladness; exhilaration of spirits; delight.
Her heavenly form beheld, all wished her joy. --Dryden
saturn1:
yes farnsworth was the dork dancing in the video! i also was subjected to the stupid 'diddy does the city' documentary thing on mtv a while back and farnsworth is one funny metrosexual!
backdoor? well, when i plan on having a lot of concubines, unless the husband disagrees!
yes definitely twins
backdoor? well, when i plan on having a lot of concubines, unless the husband disagrees!
yes definitely twins
Slayer God Hates Us All (released Sept11,2001) now playing.
...and earlier...
Depeche Mode Violator.
that's where we're at today.
love you.
bye.
...and earlier...
Depeche Mode Violator.
that's where we're at today.
love you.
bye.
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citrus:
i'm still so all about songs of faith and devotion.
stryper, omgoodness! heh. but i have to admit i get how she went that way. mighty big swing in that there pendulum of taste today.
but i feel it, too.
geez it's so like i'm submersed today in that back and forth, weee!
i had a grapefruit for lunch and a slice of cheesecake at midnight. other foodstuffs in between - miscellaneous stuff.
trying to convince the mom to have schtuff besides these sugary bits in the fridge so she went for freshies yesterday. makes me happy.
cuz she's diabetic. maybe i can try to learn. heh. i guess that IS what i'm doing, eh.
adjustments crazy!
glad all is well on your homefront.
wondering if you're still hanging around or if you visited, etc.
have a good eeevening.
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stryper, omgoodness! heh. but i have to admit i get how she went that way. mighty big swing in that there pendulum of taste today.
but i feel it, too.
geez it's so like i'm submersed today in that back and forth, weee!
i had a grapefruit for lunch and a slice of cheesecake at midnight. other foodstuffs in between - miscellaneous stuff.
trying to convince the mom to have schtuff besides these sugary bits in the fridge so she went for freshies yesterday. makes me happy
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cuz she's diabetic. maybe i can try to learn. heh. i guess that IS what i'm doing, eh.
adjustments crazy!
glad all is well on your homefront.
wondering if you're still hanging around or if you visited, etc.
have a good eeevening.
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clara:
Still snowing here.
mom's ok. good. and thanks again for getting my back.
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so I was reading soul_survivor's journal and Coltrane was mentioned so I put on the one Coltrane thing I have and it's blazing away and really isn't for morning and I'm writing in response to a query regarding my feelings toward Maxim magazine, and that she never met any dudes that thought...
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so I was reading soul_survivor's journal and Coltrane was mentioned so I put on the one Coltrane thing I have and it's blazing away and really isn't for morning and I'm writing in response to a query regarding my feelings toward Maxim magazine, and that she never met any dudes that thought...
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amitabha:
hey man thanks! I feel old and I need a cane now.. but I'm just one step closer to a legit reason to wear diapers! WOooo!
superflea:
Really glad to hear/read about your mom. If she noticed any vibes that seemed vaguely Guinness-flavoured, those were mine
s.t.i.r.c.r.z.y...
quiet.
SG all day. sorta. cooked. dogs were cute for a minute then were bratty. boys will be boys.
stressed. waiting. do I visit? ICU? hmmm...
wanted to be AIMing or something. bored. 955 comments, do I hit 1000 today? do I care? that single I was talking about was also #1 for the year in Blender. Have you read that mag? Is it...
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quiet.
SG all day. sorta. cooked. dogs were cute for a minute then were bratty. boys will be boys.
stressed. waiting. do I visit? ICU? hmmm...
wanted to be AIMing or something. bored. 955 comments, do I hit 1000 today? do I care? that single I was talking about was also #1 for the year in Blender. Have you read that mag? Is it...
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saturn1:
yea, i was totally asleep when you called, the alarm clock had been going off for an hour or longer... i do this thing where i try to play it off like i've been awake when people call when i am sleeping... i have no idea why
hope your evening went well
hope your evening went well
karebeer:
yerp. maxim & blender are from the same people.
and they are makin a movie mag too now i believe..
i think they are now finally goin over the edge!!
they need to quit while they are ahead by as much as they are.
i do have to say that i think you are the first guy i've ever call maxim lame.. its kinda odd to hear. odd in a good way of course odd is always better & exciting!
and they are makin a movie mag too now i believe..
i think they are now finally goin over the edge!!
they need to quit while they are ahead by as much as they are.
i do have to say that i think you are the first guy i've ever call maxim lame.. its kinda odd to hear. odd in a good way of course
odd is always better & exciting!
we recently sold our vintage microkorg. i was sad.
*runs around in a circle, until dizzy, then falls down*
I really need to stop eating snicker bars (they are for the cookies and not for my consumption)
sorry to hear about your lose, that sucks
ok time for more COFFEE...