" I've never had a chick wit huh tongue pierced but I hear it's pretty hot... " or whatever he says.

that whole bit after the SGHBO thing pretty much says it all. I mean, sometimes it doesn't affect me at all, I watch our little pietry dish of society and weather the differences b/w US and THEM. And sometimes I am THEM. But just floating on the air of having seen the HBO thing, I'm feeling the necessity to embrace something more like SUICIDE WORLD. But then it's all just TV and internet isn't it. /

I think the robot's done.
Everyone was not as I expected, voices, body language, the way all your eyes move when you're talking...different then a posed still.

can't believe I was an hour away when all that was going down. seemed fun. seemed hectic.

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why does the invoice check coming to me move slower through the mail than the bill?
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I want you
I want you too
I want you to take
I want you too much, take me
I want you to take me from this darkness and throw me into the darkness of your eyes, the darkness behind your eyes where the wild things are, where contentment and happiness sleep, drugged, while hunger, fear, abandon, run wild.
Take me there and I will
Take me there and I will take
more
Take me there and I will take you.
Take you into the perpetual night, the dark that isn't dark without light, but dark regardless of light, it is night. The light has no identity there,no place, no shape no color no business. This dark from the night is the ink that shoots from my eyes and fills the world with viscous morass of trauma and fear, envelop you and everything around it to destroy destroy destroy each other, yourself...
that
is
dark.