at a distance, this is how it feels to be falling.
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Slayer God Hates Us All (released Sept11,2001) now playing.
...and earlier...
Depeche Mode Violator.
that's where we're at today.
love you.
bye.
...and earlier...
Depeche Mode Violator.
that's where we're at today.
love you.
bye.
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citrus:
i'm still so all about songs of faith and devotion.
stryper, omgoodness! heh. but i have to admit i get how she went that way. mighty big swing in that there pendulum of taste today.
but i feel it, too.
geez it's so like i'm submersed today in that back and forth, weee!
i had a grapefruit for lunch and a slice of cheesecake at midnight. other foodstuffs in between - miscellaneous stuff.
trying to convince the mom to have schtuff besides these sugary bits in the fridge so she went for freshies yesterday. makes me happy
.
cuz she's diabetic. maybe i can try to learn. heh. i guess that IS what i'm doing, eh.
adjustments crazy!
glad all is well on your homefront.
wondering if you're still hanging around or if you visited, etc.
have a good eeevening.
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stryper, omgoodness! heh. but i have to admit i get how she went that way. mighty big swing in that there pendulum of taste today.
but i feel it, too.
geez it's so like i'm submersed today in that back and forth, weee!
i had a grapefruit for lunch and a slice of cheesecake at midnight. other foodstuffs in between - miscellaneous stuff.
trying to convince the mom to have schtuff besides these sugary bits in the fridge so she went for freshies yesterday. makes me happy
.
cuz she's diabetic. maybe i can try to learn. heh. i guess that IS what i'm doing, eh.
adjustments crazy!
glad all is well on your homefront.
wondering if you're still hanging around or if you visited, etc.
have a good eeevening.
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clara:
Still snowing here. 
mom's ok. good. and thanks again for getting my back.
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so I was reading soul_survivor's journal and Coltrane was mentioned so I put on the one Coltrane thing I have and it's blazing away and really isn't for morning and I'm writing in response to a query regarding my feelings toward Maxim magazine, and that she never met any dudes that thought...
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so I was reading soul_survivor's journal and Coltrane was mentioned so I put on the one Coltrane thing I have and it's blazing away and really isn't for morning and I'm writing in response to a query regarding my feelings toward Maxim magazine, and that she never met any dudes that thought...
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amitabha:
hey man thanks! I feel old and I need a cane now.. but I'm just one step closer to a legit reason to wear diapers! WOooo!
superflea:
Really glad to hear/read about your mom. If she noticed any vibes that seemed vaguely Guinness-flavoured, those were mine
s.t.i.r.c.r.z.y...
quiet.
SG all day. sorta. cooked. dogs were cute for a minute then were bratty. boys will be boys.
stressed. waiting. do I visit? ICU? hmmm...
wanted to be AIMing or something. bored. 955 comments, do I hit 1000 today? do I care? that single I was talking about was also #1 for the year in Blender. Have you read that mag? Is it...
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quiet.
SG all day. sorta. cooked. dogs were cute for a minute then were bratty. boys will be boys.
stressed. waiting. do I visit? ICU? hmmm...
wanted to be AIMing or something. bored. 955 comments, do I hit 1000 today? do I care? that single I was talking about was also #1 for the year in Blender. Have you read that mag? Is it...
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saturn1:
yea, i was totally asleep when you called, the alarm clock had been going off for an hour or longer... i do this thing where i try to play it off like i've been awake when people call when i am sleeping... i have no idea why
hope your evening went well
hope your evening went well
karebeer:
yerp. maxim & blender are from the same people.
and they are makin a movie mag too now i believe..
i think they are now finally goin over the edge!!
they need to quit while they are ahead by as much as they are.
i do have to say that i think you are the first guy i've ever call maxim lame.. its kinda odd to hear. odd in a good way of course odd is always better & exciting!
and they are makin a movie mag too now i believe..
i think they are now finally goin over the edge!!
they need to quit while they are ahead by as much as they are.
i do have to say that i think you are the first guy i've ever call maxim lame.. its kinda odd to hear. odd in a good way of course
odd is always better & exciting!can I borrow your positive vibes and direct them to Fairfax, VA where my mom's having some major major surgery today? thanks.
the sun's out and I'm guessing at the moment they haven't started w/the major invasive part, but who knows? Serious waiting room day. I think I'm just going to grab my laptop and park myself @ their house for the day, take care...
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the sun's out and I'm guessing at the moment they haven't started w/the major invasive part, but who knows? Serious waiting room day. I think I'm just going to grab my laptop and park myself @ their house for the day, take care...
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crazydasaint:
Continues? Naw, I think that was pretty much the end of it. While past experience has taught me that there is such a thing as giving up too easily, it has also taught me that drama begets nothing but further drama. So I'm just moving on to Plan B, Plan C, Plan D, and the newly materialized Plan E. She's no longer The Girl, just that one cute customer with the surprisingly homely boyfriend.
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evillyn:
You've been thinking about the protein?
And yeah, you'd think the men would care, but hey it's France, so who knows?
And yeah, you'd think the men would care, but hey it's France, so who knows?
saturn1:
must. resist. urge. to. recite. cheesy. TLC. lyrics !
sorry, the baby thing begins to happen when is start feeling comfortable with another person!
well, i did my laundry last night, but i really needed to get more important things done... it seems that when i am in full procrastination mode i procrastinate on even trivial, everyday things, so that i when i do those things i still feel like i am accomplishing something, even when i'm not!
when does the adult thing start? what cities are you doing again? i think you should talk them into detroit.
sorry, the baby thing begins to happen when is start feeling comfortable with another person!
well, i did my laundry last night, but i really needed to get more important things done... it seems that when i am in full procrastination mode i procrastinate on even trivial, everyday things, so that i when i do those things i still feel like i am accomplishing something, even when i'm not!
when does the adult thing start? what cities are you doing again? i think you should talk them into detroit.
" I've never had a chick wit huh tongue pierced but I hear it's pretty hot... " or whatever he says.
that whole bit after the SGHBO thing pretty much says it all. I mean, sometimes it doesn't affect me at all, I watch our little pietry dish of society and weather the differences b/w US and THEM. And sometimes I am THEM. But just...
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grooverider:
did you watch it? how was it?
also- do you have samples of your music?
also- do you have samples of your music?
citrus:
also, i feel the need to mention, re: you name dropping.
"well aren't you special"... then insert a wink and me sticking my tongue out at you because i find it amusing.
in a good way, not the negative patronizing kind.
also,
stale trail mix is grodey
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"well aren't you special"... then insert a wink and me sticking my tongue out at you because i find it amusing.
in a good way, not the negative patronizing kind.
also,
stale trail mix is grodey
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so I've been fighting the urge to think "everything's good, everything's ok," but fuckit, I'm going to take a second and be psyched.
some signs that things are right:
-getting asked by Le Tigre to tour
-feeling really great vibes doing these recent dates w/Out Hud
-finding out the !!! record I did was single of the year on Jockey Slut and SPIN's (yeah, whatever,...
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some signs that things are right:
-getting asked by Le Tigre to tour
-feeling really great vibes doing these recent dates w/Out Hud
-finding out the !!! record I did was single of the year on Jockey Slut and SPIN's (yeah, whatever,...
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clara:
That reminds me, we should find out if SGDC is having a holiday party.
*runs off to ask*
*runs off to ask*
xxanastasiaxx:
eh, it's not that bad...(my job, both actually) I'm having a crabby day. And the diet I am on SUCKS!!!!! (why am I on it?who the hell knows)
Bleh..I got go..I'm running late again.
More later..
Bleh..I got go..I'm running late again.
More later..
update: new pics...
says this robot ....
people are:
99.9%
wastes of time.
you watch them and you know this. that's why you permanently paint your bodies, put holes in them...make them feel the way they're "supposed" to...
because most people you run into are vacuuous shells of nutrient and resource sucking beings and must be stopped.
all hail the future!!!
says this robot
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people are:
99.9%
wastes of time.
you watch them and you know this. that's why you permanently paint your bodies, put holes in them...make them feel the way they're "supposed" to...
because most people you run into are vacuuous shells of nutrient and resource sucking beings and must be stopped.
all hail the future!!!
saturn1:
yea no shit... i am having a conversation with someone right now and he's trying to tell me it's ok to have phone sex and exchange pictures but hanging out in person but not having sex is not cool even though he has a girlfriend.
it is m belief that we have got to be far more stupider a race than we already suspect
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it is m belief that we have got to be far more stupider a race than we already suspect
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saturn1:
why am i still sitting here attempting to write this paper?
yea i get really annoyed with people at bars and clubs, especially when i am drinking. every once in a while i find someone cool and i approach them for conversation, but i mostly stick with my friends.
yea i get really annoyed with people at bars and clubs, especially when i am drinking. every once in a while i find someone cool and i approach them for conversation, but i mostly stick with my friends.
woke up naked and not alone, come to think of it, so did she...the sun streaming through the window. early. can you say emotional detatchment? I can spell it.
I was going to say something...
never mind...I'm going to get a coffee.
back in a minute...
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ok. I'm back. coffee helped.
: I'll have a cafe latte w/ whipped cream, waffles w/blueberries, nutella, and...
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I was going to say something...
never mind...I'm going to get a coffee.
back in a minute...
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ok. I'm back. coffee helped.
: I'll have a cafe latte w/ whipped cream, waffles w/blueberries, nutella, and...
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clara:
I love seeing it spelled "shoppe." I always feel obliged to pronounce it "shoppy" just for the fun of it.
evillyn:
I can program a synthesizer...
to ROCK
to ROCK
the more I go to NYC and float freely around the city the more I see myself living there. but then fuck NYC a lot (first Guiliani and now Bloomberg) -- it's paradoxically the most fun city and the least fun city.
example: all night being told where on the sidewalk I could stand to smoke a cigarette or just hang out.
I heard they...
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clara:
I call that "jacked up on coffee and panic."
xxanastasiaxx:
I like the carnival picture
Today was a disaster
gonna try again tomorrow.
I
want
a
pretzel!!!
grrr..
going to go pass out now..
ok?
ok.
night & sweet dreams...
Ps. dammit...I MISSED IT AGAIN! (just checked my phone)
Today was a disaster
gonna try again tomorrow.
I
want
a
pretzel!!!
grrr..
going to go pass out now..
ok?
ok.
night & sweet dreams...
Ps. dammit...I MISSED IT AGAIN! (just checked my phone)
chasing friends down for remix money is about the stupidest thing anyone can get stuck having to do. really, it's total bullshit.
would you mind if I popped one of my friends in the mouth when he gets back into town? really I don't EVER fight but I'm feeling like this is one of those 2x4 b/w the donkey's ears kinda situations. ya know?
anyway,...
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would you mind if I popped one of my friends in the mouth when he gets back into town? really I don't EVER fight but I'm feeling like this is one of those 2x4 b/w the donkey's ears kinda situations. ya know?
anyway,...
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mindmeld23:
amplexus23 said onNovember 24, 2003 12:48 PM
yawn...blinkblink...what's your point?
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wha? who? heh?
i'll answer any questions if i know what they are regarding... maybe the memos?
yawn...blinkblink...what's your point?
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wha? who? heh?
i'll answer any questions if i know what they are regarding... maybe the memos?
vutek:
are you part of what makes the champs sound so very very good live?
\Joy\, n. [OE. joye, OF. joye, joie, goie, F. joie, L. gaudia, pl. of gaudium joy, fr. gaudere to rejoice, to be glad; cf. Gr. ? to rejoice, ? proud. Cf. Gaud, Jewel.] 1. The passion or emotion excited by the acquisition or expectation of good; pleasurable feelings or emotions caused by success, good fortune, and the like, or by a rational prospect of possessing what we love or desire; gladness; exhilaration of spirits; delight.
Her heavenly form beheld, all wished her joy. --Dryden
backdoor? well, when i plan on having a lot of concubines, unless the husband disagrees!
yes definitely twins