I moved all day. Except for the 2 hours I talked politics and business w/the V+T (12pm, good show) injesting Malian ex-pat republican. Really interesting. Interesting to know a conservative-leaning African, but then I can understand how coming from nothing beyond the nothing that 99.9% of Americans know nothing about might make you very pro-business, very easy to excuse business w/o morality. We both see...
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Hibernating in the fall-weather we're having here. drag out every last second of being in "my place". sitting for hours, maybe typing to you, but with the window open, sounds of the city, the construction noise fades with the sun and becomes the chatter fade in fade out of the neighborhood, be it suburbanite pests for the new years in Adams Morgan, or local thugs...
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roby:
those were nice shoes. very nice. do you have a pair or two?
clara:
*doing the spring weather dance* 
happy new year!
have fun!
new pics!
l8r sk8rs!
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for no reason whatsoever....
a violent beach, fall, the cape maybe no shelter, wreckless thoughts, not alone, wind whipped, darkness, a medium chill, watery eyes, empty stomach, the twilight zone, paranoid lust, fever, the ocean, the waves, the dusk, the salt, his hands, her mouth, she aches, he's invisible, they wander, they stumble, they tumble,...
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clara:
The whole story is on its way.
citrus:
happy new year
happy new year
(edited out bitterness overdose)
written on the backside of a flyer:
razorblade and bowl of warm water provided...complimentary.
happy new years!
I was raised up, like the electronic sign on key bridge proclaiming: Elevated..., like that I was come saturday-NO-Sunday, seductive tennis. I s'pose, like anything that takes you up, you always have to come down. I've decided to not stop where I started...why not...
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written on the backside of a flyer:
razorblade and bowl of warm water provided...complimentary.
happy new years!
I was raised up, like the electronic sign on key bridge proclaiming: Elevated..., like that I was come saturday-NO-Sunday, seductive tennis. I s'pose, like anything that takes you up, you always have to come down. I've decided to not stop where I started...why not...
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xxanastasiaxx:
double post..bleh..knew that was going to happen, my computer is going nuts..
better..yes!
[Edited on Dec 31, 2003 8:06AM]
better..yes!
[Edited on Dec 31, 2003 8:06AM]
citrus:
i send hugs and kisses, too.
all i got.
happy fUckin' new year.
as a loved one said to me
"here's to better things"
so there.
all i got.
happy fUckin' new year.
as a loved one said to me
"here's to better things"
so there.
.....scarred for life, scared to death...
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...more...later....
what fuels your fire?
what makes you burn?
what takes you T_H__E___R_____E?
what make you hungry?
what fills you up?
what come is size " never enough "?
what is too much?
what turns you inside out?
what keeps you inside?
what traps the random and spits out the irregular?
what makes up fall?
what keeps...
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...more...later....
what fuels your fire?
what makes you burn?
what takes you T_H__E___R_____E?
what make you hungry?
what fills you up?
what come is size " never enough "?
what is too much?
what turns you inside out?
what keeps you inside?
what traps the random and spits out the irregular?
what makes up fall?
what keeps...
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xxanastasiaxx:
best line EVER!

flux:
***HIGH-FIVE********
omg1!!1111
that was fun. let's do it again sometime.
omg1!!1111
that was fun. let's do it again sometime.
it's all being figured out.
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last call, and I was so happy to not be in a similar state as the prev. nights. got to black cat, shit all over the place. people all over the place. waiting for last call action at the bar. some dude turns to my friend and goes, "did ya see dave grohl?" I don't think my friend answered...
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last call, and I was so happy to not be in a similar state as the prev. nights. got to black cat, shit all over the place. people all over the place. waiting for last call action at the bar. some dude turns to my friend and goes, "did ya see dave grohl?" I don't think my friend answered...
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franandzooey:
Hi. Yeah, Brian Eno is great! You are a Heese fan, can someone explain 'Demian' to me? I figure he is the anti-christ or something but I still don't get all of it???
crazydasaint:
The latter... I try not to mention it by name online for some reason, same as I don't mention friends by name. As much as I try to avoid being at all what could be called gossippy in my journals, I figure... dunno, really. Who knows if people want to be mentioned in an online journal? Plus there's the long journal-writing tradition of not mentioning people by name.
"Should I marry W.? Not if she won't tell me the other letters in her name." -Woody Allen, 'Selections from the Allen Notebooks'
"Should I marry W.? Not if she won't tell me the other letters in her name." -Woody Allen, 'Selections from the Allen Notebooks'
So sad to wake up this time...it's hours later and I have to get this down before I forget. My dream:
You guys know how I'm homeless in a few days and just going to crash around until I go on tour and so be it right? I just had my first dream about it and of course, somehow I'm in Portland (oh yeah, some...
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You guys know how I'm homeless in a few days and just going to crash around until I go on tour and so be it right? I just had my first dream about it and of course, somehow I'm in Portland (oh yeah, some...
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jnthn:
who is Kathleen? who are you? whaa?
fhubig:
its kathleen cohen from black cat black cat-tag I got y aon freakster too. Im checkin out this site on my friends account-im thinking about posting....know any good photographers??? (wink, wink)
so I actually enjoyed xmas. this is really funny to me. you folks (like not anyone here...) my entire life have unwittingly tried to convert me to your zany religious festive ways and I fought you off like a madman swinging a cobra over his head in a market. And not giving a fuck was never enough..."oh it's secular" It's still Jesus' birthday no matter...
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silva:
thanx!
nice pics btw
nice pics btw
saturn1:
i loooooove this guy and hung out with him all night, but he's got a stupid girlfriend!! do i do that on purpose?
December 24th means my storage space rent is due. I think my friend's b-day is today. It means people will disappear from site and scurry off reluctantly to their parents and fams. It means I'll think about the last time I saw my ex-2 years ago. It's the anniversary of the 2 days I mixed Trans Am's "Run With Me", a track on TA that...
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evillyn:
Still jacked on coffee, eh?
roby:
MERRY FREAKING CHRISTMAS!!
(i do like free stuff.)
(i do like free stuff.)
couple of thoughts:
I think it's fair to say I was duely shitcanned last night.
DJing was crazy fun last night and crazy stressful as the second the last note of this B3 overdub happened I was like, "ok, gotta go!" and shut the studio and grabbed my records.
I barely remember going to the Pharmacy bar, but I do remember that everyone was crosseyed...
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I think it's fair to say I was duely shitcanned last night.
DJing was crazy fun last night and crazy stressful as the second the last note of this B3 overdub happened I was like, "ok, gotta go!" and shut the studio and grabbed my records.
I barely remember going to the Pharmacy bar, but I do remember that everyone was crosseyed...
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xxanastasiaxx:
ewwwwwwwwww...blue cheese! If i get that stuff on me I have to wash my hands a hundred times, because I swear I can still smell it.
yeah, I'm weird like that.
see, I told you!! the stuff multiplies! pack, pack, PACK!!!!

yeah, I'm weird like that.
see, I told you!! the stuff multiplies! pack, pack, PACK!!!!
xxanastasiaxx:
I fell asleep...I blame the milk.
In the studio all weekend.
3 back to back 12 hour days.
not at the top of my game, but definitely in the 98th percentile.
Here's where procrastination really tests you though.
I'm still smiling, though. big-time.
3 back to back 12 hour days.
not at the top of my game, but definitely in the 98th percentile.
Here's where procrastination really tests you though.
I'm still smiling, though. big-time.
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akstiesa:
um, i'm just writing this so i can click on it and see my own profile i just set up. i'm lame, i don't really have anything to say.
xxanastasiaxx:
mmm..prince.
I like prince.
I like devo
but i really like prince.
maybe I will turn on my xmas lights
that I have stung all over my ceiling
(it's night here all the time, the stars are always twinkling)
and lie (lay?) on my bed and listen to prince
have an out of body experience.
*clears throat.
When I have to buy TP and ONLY TP, I wish for a bidet.
I feel the need to buy gum or something
so it does not look like the only reason I left the house at some ungodly hour was to buy TP. (or tampons or something like that)
Oh the embarressment (I know, get over it, I am to girly sometimes)
as for the attention thing
desperation is never attractive
people grasping at balloon strings hoping to be carried off
to somewhere better.
It's all shit.
there is no somewhere over the rainbow.
deal.
move on.
get laid
get drunk
stop whining.
no one really cares
cold hard fact of life.
I need coffee, a coffee iv. straight into the veins.
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I like prince.
I like devo
but i really like prince.
maybe I will turn on my xmas lights
that I have stung all over my ceiling
(it's night here all the time, the stars are always twinkling)
and lie (lay?) on my bed and listen to prince
have an out of body experience.
*clears throat.
When I have to buy TP and ONLY TP, I wish for a bidet.
I feel the need to buy gum or something
so it does not look like the only reason I left the house at some ungodly hour was to buy TP. (or tampons or something like that)
Oh the embarressment (I know, get over it, I am to girly sometimes)
as for the attention thing
desperation is never attractive
people grasping at balloon strings hoping to be carried off
to somewhere better.
It's all shit.
there is no somewhere over the rainbow.
deal.
move on.
get laid
get drunk
stop whining.
no one really cares
cold hard fact of life.
I need coffee, a coffee iv. straight into the veins.
[Edited on Dec 22, 2003 7:14AM]
resist babylon! selassie I!
the word of the day is ennui.
the subword of the day is adrenaline.
the subsubword is denial.
the subsusbuword is intertia.
and on to thoughts on the machinations of the radiator, why it's wamer w/the window open, it's ramifications and the potentiator that makes the blood boil and neurons burn and spin like galaxies of sinewey flesh..and shit like that....
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the word of the day is ennui.
the subword of the day is adrenaline.
the subsubword is denial.
the subsusbuword is intertia.
and on to thoughts on the machinations of the radiator, why it's wamer w/the window open, it's ramifications and the potentiator that makes the blood boil and neurons burn and spin like galaxies of sinewey flesh..and shit like that....
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siv:
wants: haggis, bonsai, topiary, bearded vikings and their ghost-ships, ringgold, stuart townshend, ponce de leon, a pince-nez, longer eyelashes, four gold stars and an automatic banjo.
you want.....?
you want.....?
i am familiar.
i think that it's all about it, really... and i find that part exhilarating.
sometimes i feel the need to get a grip, sometimes i long to be swept up in it.
weee!
i gather what you meant. i did then and do now, really... no more stumbling home
but hey,
tomayto tomahto.