100 am tue jan 23rd 07
adderall pot,cigs,and the deftones.... thats whats going on this night. Alone but not lonely.
Today (the 22nd) was a pretty oldschool day for me. Couldn't go to work today because I-83 was shut down cuz of a 6 tractor trailer accident. one person died.......... so i didn't go to werk as stated.
in stead i hung out w/ matty.... i've known him like 10 years. he is my brother. and we just started hanging out after a small falling out. he also just quit his job which was making him a total bitch. seriously but not anymore
went to matts instead of werk. there was snow on the ground for the first time this year so that made it oldschool but not all the way. it helped though. BY THE WAY: if you dig hardcore get the new ZAO cd its tits.
blazed when i got to mattys while watching sum AQUA TEEN. then went and got more blazed...
uhh blazed as shit we were. all day as well pwning the Wii on the new 5.1 surround i just got its fucking sweet.
just rearranged my room to be more friendly to traffic. What fucking traffic..... i hang out w/ literelly only 3 people... i've been fucking single for three years. i totally deserve it ( i'll get into that sum other time) but it's starting to fucking suck... i miss the companionship and the mutual knowing and understanding of sumone.
thats wut i want... some one who understands my logic and gets wut i mean.... i'm sooo fucking odd........ yeahlike no one else is i know. but FUCK i must me sumthing bad if i've managed to remain alone for so long....... I DUNNO IF ANYONE WILL EVER READ THIS BUT THIS IS MORE FOR ME THAN FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT OF OTHERS.
i want a girlfriend..... there i've said it. i've never admitted to anyone that i'm alone. i've always put off that contentment of aloneness but its begining to hurt. all i require of a leading lady is that shes smart( book and street) has got more style than me. digs the DEFTONES and partys it up on solid basis.. thats not very demanding. i didn't mention looks or any of that shallow shit. (though piercings, tats, and a bitching hoody would be nice......oh and red hair and big tits...and...uhhhh....... fuck that i wont be shallow about that shit. personality is key and why am i even typing this shit??? i dunno cuz i'm up late by myself w/ no one to talk to. Hope SG is a social place. the people out here suck ass and aren't like me.
twinkle.twinkle.......asshole
-Ruiner
adderall pot,cigs,and the deftones.... thats whats going on this night. Alone but not lonely.
Today (the 22nd) was a pretty oldschool day for me. Couldn't go to work today because I-83 was shut down cuz of a 6 tractor trailer accident. one person died.......... so i didn't go to werk as stated.
in stead i hung out w/ matty.... i've known him like 10 years. he is my brother. and we just started hanging out after a small falling out. he also just quit his job which was making him a total bitch. seriously but not anymore
went to matts instead of werk. there was snow on the ground for the first time this year so that made it oldschool but not all the way. it helped though. BY THE WAY: if you dig hardcore get the new ZAO cd its tits.
blazed when i got to mattys while watching sum AQUA TEEN. then went and got more blazed...
uhh blazed as shit we were. all day as well pwning the Wii on the new 5.1 surround i just got its fucking sweet.
just rearranged my room to be more friendly to traffic. What fucking traffic..... i hang out w/ literelly only 3 people... i've been fucking single for three years. i totally deserve it ( i'll get into that sum other time) but it's starting to fucking suck... i miss the companionship and the mutual knowing and understanding of sumone.
thats wut i want... some one who understands my logic and gets wut i mean.... i'm sooo fucking odd........ yeahlike no one else is i know. but FUCK i must me sumthing bad if i've managed to remain alone for so long....... I DUNNO IF ANYONE WILL EVER READ THIS BUT THIS IS MORE FOR ME THAN FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT OF OTHERS.
i want a girlfriend..... there i've said it. i've never admitted to anyone that i'm alone. i've always put off that contentment of aloneness but its begining to hurt. all i require of a leading lady is that shes smart( book and street) has got more style than me. digs the DEFTONES and partys it up on solid basis.. thats not very demanding. i didn't mention looks or any of that shallow shit. (though piercings, tats, and a bitching hoody would be nice......oh and red hair and big tits...and...uhhhh....... fuck that i wont be shallow about that shit. personality is key and why am i even typing this shit??? i dunno cuz i'm up late by myself w/ no one to talk to. Hope SG is a social place. the people out here suck ass and aren't like me.
twinkle.twinkle.......asshole
-Ruiner