jiggie_bay

So I get infactuated with a coworker.
After asking her out She strikes me down.
It sucks but I carry on like anyone else. Despite my crush.
We get to talking and we don't click at all. We end up getting inyo a fight / debate at a bar tonight.
She treats me rude because one time I cut her off " and men have to respect women" , I can't possibly understand/ be on her level because she has been fucked over by a "mentor/ man friend". I am to opinionated on music. It is just a ball of insane ugly.
I have friends more fucked up than her and they don't shit on me at all. I know life is hard and I don't have as much hardship as the next person but come on. So I'm not her type. She has made this clear since day one. I am a shell of my former self and drunk. I just wanna know how to turn this shit off.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Thanks for letting me vent in a micro format.