jetta

Fuck;
I dont know what Im going to say here or why exactly here?-but I need badly to vent...
Right now Im smoking and typing with one hand at the same time,
.. my favord hand was fractured by my now EX-boyfriend ....who made contact with it instead of my face.....well;...
that too but the softer part of his boot wasnt to bad on my chin f%christ- anyway.
I can't sleep because this morning Im sopposed to go to court about it.
-If I do itsa guarented minimum of 4yrs. or something..............
......If I dont...
he gets out- .......
....I get stuck outside with a backpak again for;....awhile
,to long.
Im so stressed!- to much on my mind.
no one to really talk to, our other roomate is being a dick to me and trying every day to talk me into acting like it never happend so his buddy can come home.......
since the 15th of this month i have had loss of use in my fucking hand.-Shooting pain in my whole arm
because there was so much internal @#$%$#$ bleeding,......I am unable to attain the knowhow on where to start and the desire to hurry and go be homeless again stiffles all.

Fuck Im sorry; but...
I think , i am just hope-n for some quick advice or..
agjjjhhhhhhhhhhhh- fuck it