Okay...I think several people will agree with me that I am the worst updater ever.
I almost deserve to have my account stricken from the record...but not really
Since I haven't updated for soooooo long, I am going to take a tip (okay, it's downright plagarism) from the wonderful TFOK, and divide my blog into spoilers, with appropriate headings.
I am soooo bad at updating...good thing I have no MySpace...
well...what an update.The boy crush has now turned into the new boyfriend and I GOT LAID!!! finally! God!!! and fuck what a relief it was.
But it's all going very very well....after dating my quotient of bastards I've finally found me a nice boy.yay.who knows exactly where a clitoris is.mehehehehe.
he he he....at the request of the lovely (and now married)hellfaerie, I am finally updating
not too much to update unfortunately...oooh we have new flatmates, so our rent is now $150 A FORTNIGHT...wooooot!! And one of the new flatmates is friends with a sexy Brazilian guy who likes to get around with no shirt on...always good.
FINALLY lost my BDO virginity and what a day it was!!!
Started with an excellent bacon and egg brekkie at my friends house,then we got there at about 12.30. Sliiightly nervous because I had five trips on me (not all mine....geeez!) but it was totally cool.
First band we saw were Trivium,who are 80's Metallica.Really.That's all I need to say.
Hey Jess! I have been meaning to call you, but I have been really busy with work and organising stuff for this sunday!!!! Just imagine, in 2 days I am gonna be a wifey, hilarious. I am keen to get together with you and Nelson soon. We talked about you guys yesterday. Hope you are well lovely!
MAAAAAAAN!!! It has been FOREVER since I was on here-stupid work blocked my access to it-I don't think they will believe me that I use it for boards and groups,not to look at boobies. (Heh-I don't believe me either)
So some news-I.Have.Made.A.Decision.
To break up with the boy. I am coming to the uncomfortable realisation that he may be an asshole. Horribly I still feel... Read More
Damn poverty taking my SG away for two whole weeks...I'm so disorganised. Can never remember when the damn money is coming out.
So I seem to have sorted out my boy dramas...no thats a massive lie.It seems like he wants to get back together now-but that could be induced by the house stress we are under.Stupid share-housing living... Read More
Feeling quite much better today...has a fairly shitty weekend upon discovering most of my pay had been sucked out but had a mad acid trip on Saturday night which lasted 16 hours and was hysterically funny.
We discovered that Samuel L Jackson is not black at all, in fact he's the black Tom Cruise, but Christopher Walken is. Yep.
And damn Justin Timberlake would NOT... Read More
Heheh I forgot about the rules ... such an enchanting document it was; a magnificent way to waste various parts of my Saturday.
Best of luck with the sex! Although I'd call it warm-up sex instead of rebound sex. Just like practicing before the big game, you need some warm-ups so that you can give it your all
I really don't see many reasons not to kill myself right now.
I can't stop crying. I wake up and cry, get on the bus to work and cry, cry at work...it doesn't feel like it will ever get any better.
I know our relationship was bad and it's better that it's over but I can't stand being alone. Why get up at all if... Read More
I promise you this but you have to not kill yourself to find out. Say 3 years from now . . . hell 1 year from now even . . when he's long gone and out of your heart for good . . . and you're happy again . . with or without someone. . you're gonna remember this journal post . . and you're probably gonna be like whoa . . you might even get a nice humble laugh out of it. I only say this cos I did the whole I-wanna-die-if-I-can't-be-with-her-deal. And if I had done it . .well that just would've been awfully stupid of me to say the least considering what I've been through since then. You will love again and it will be twice as strong as the last time . . everytime. I promise . . . I am the king of heart ache and despair. I tell you no bullshit. You have to ask yourself . . as you already have . . "why do I feel this way?" . . Well, I'll tell you if I haven't already. You've spent so long building your life around this fellla . . now he's not there . . it feels like, well . . your life is over. Right? That's all it is. You like A Perfect Circle? Go put on that song "The Outsider" . . that's always a nice little smack in the face by my theropist. . yes, the one and only . . Maynard James. Time heals nothing . . it's what you do in that time .
To give good advice, I need real-time responses. So I'll stop for now.
I'll be watching you
Also . . how'd you get Nixon as a friend? She totally hates me
And the bastard did cheat on me-but the funny thing is the girl and him hate each other now and have had massive fights so ha ha ha. And have only known each other for two weeks so I don't see it lasting.
He has totally changed-our three years together means nothing and he tries to call me selfish and... Read More
Just imagine, in 2 days I am gonna be a wifey, hilarious. I am keen to get together with you and Nelson soon. We talked about you guys yesterday. Hope you are well lovely! 
