"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and watch me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie."
This is the epitome of my past. That's a fucked up realization of oneself to come into and acknowledge.
Are we more drawn to pain than we are to happiness? At least those of us that battle inward with ourselves, our own mind and self image? Those of us who have a crack in our foundation that 'causes unforseen problems the longer it's left unpatched. The troubled, the tortured, the self inflicting brood. The lost and the wandering. We know who we are, we're the ones playing house at life like everything is always ok and that we've worked ourselves to a point of feeling "normal".
This is the epitome of my past. That's a fucked up realization of oneself to come into and acknowledge.
Are we more drawn to pain than we are to happiness? At least those of us that battle inward with ourselves, our own mind and self image? Those of us who have a crack in our foundation that 'causes unforseen problems the longer it's left unpatched. The troubled, the tortured, the self inflicting brood. The lost and the wandering. We know who we are, we're the ones playing house at life like everything is always ok and that we've worked ourselves to a point of feeling "normal".
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Trust me, it's very scary to move outside of your comfort zone, but it's also very liberating. I speak from experience.