Tonight is being spent at home with myself and I'm glad for it. Everytime I do something a friend has to show me up a few months down the line because she wants all the attention on her. Everyone points it out to me and I've just started to notice a lot of the things she does. It's a long story with a lot of rambling points so I'll leave it at that. There was drama abounding because she wanted to have her own little girl only invited party and we all wanted to go out and hang with our fellas who never get to hang out except for a Saturday night. Most of which turned out to be sick so I stayed my ass home.
Got my sales listed though under Suicidegirls sales. Have also landed a location for a shoot, waiting to hear back from a photographer. I scheduled two other shoots that were supposed to be done this past week but the photographers put it off or dropped the ball on keeping in touch and the dates came too close. I hate this city how noone gets shit done and I'm always waiting on them to clear shit up. (p.s my sales are listed below in the spoiler ask if something is still available if you're interested)
It's so strange drinking at home alone, but I'm actually looking forward to all the cleaning I'm going to get done. I'm very much a late night cleaner. It's refreshing, but mostly because of my old nightowl hours.
These past few months I've been filled with soo much dream like almost fantasy like emotion that I don't know how to describe it. Anything involving the sea and traveling it, looking at the old spanish ports on PBS and mermaids etc etc almost just brings tears to my eyes it's such a passion. Reincarnated mermaid? Maybe.
I've been thinking about maybe trying to submit to some version of Playboy. I'm no where near the bombshells the girls are that get featured, I.E no tans and no tits. Bwahaha. But it's something I'd really like to do ESPECIALLY because I'm a small breasted girl. I look at some of the modern pinups/fetish models these days and I'm so envious that I didn't try and persue anything in it. BUT it would seem to keep your income you have to have a website, that's not the issue, but also have to have a sort of trade that you can travel with and do shows. Mostly some sort of performance you're good at. Hell even the Porcelein (drool) twins are specialty acts at strip clubs. I can't remember what they call that.
If I have to have one regrett I would say it's not taking my modeling more seriously when I was younger. Now that I've turned 25 I feel like such a loser for not having done anything. Any of you girls feel this way with anything? And guys?
Got my sales listed though under Suicidegirls sales. Have also landed a location for a shoot, waiting to hear back from a photographer. I scheduled two other shoots that were supposed to be done this past week but the photographers put it off or dropped the ball on keeping in touch and the dates came too close. I hate this city how noone gets shit done and I'm always waiting on them to clear shit up. (p.s my sales are listed below in the spoiler ask if something is still available if you're interested)
It's so strange drinking at home alone, but I'm actually looking forward to all the cleaning I'm going to get done. I'm very much a late night cleaner. It's refreshing, but mostly because of my old nightowl hours.
These past few months I've been filled with soo much dream like almost fantasy like emotion that I don't know how to describe it. Anything involving the sea and traveling it, looking at the old spanish ports on PBS and mermaids etc etc almost just brings tears to my eyes it's such a passion. Reincarnated mermaid? Maybe.
I've been thinking about maybe trying to submit to some version of Playboy. I'm no where near the bombshells the girls are that get featured, I.E no tans and no tits. Bwahaha. But it's something I'd really like to do ESPECIALLY because I'm a small breasted girl. I look at some of the modern pinups/fetish models these days and I'm so envious that I didn't try and persue anything in it. BUT it would seem to keep your income you have to have a website, that's not the issue, but also have to have a sort of trade that you can travel with and do shows. Mostly some sort of performance you're good at. Hell even the Porcelein (drool) twins are specialty acts at strip clubs. I can't remember what they call that.
If I have to have one regrett I would say it's not taking my modeling more seriously when I was younger. Now that I've turned 25 I feel like such a loser for not having done anything. Any of you girls feel this way with anything? And guys?
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cornrowwallace:
im not sure, i dont think i look like either really. haha. but i have a lot in common with my grandpa on my moms side. so maybe my mom...
sparkymcnasty:
the Evo Zombie Squad?