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unknown_user:
Wonderful pic love
jessikah:
Thanks guys. I think I need to jump back into doing some modeling work. I've been idle too long.
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Hello, my evil nemesis 8am. We meet AGAIN!!

Why do I have so much energy and no where to put it. Fffft.
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patton:
they won't let you do suspension?? what in the heck!!!
pokes:
You really brighten my day! kiss
Thanks for the awesomeness. Hope I can repay the favor when you're needing it!
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I've been considering this a while and I totally want to do anal bleaching. I'm sorry but I'd love for my downstairs to look porno perfect. Has anyone had it done before or use products?
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pharaoh_:
i should have been more clear. i mean that my blog post was a mistake. hehe, sorry

and anal bleaching. wow. thats pretty extreme isnt it?
pharaoh_:
but really, are a lot of people looking there? are u planning on doing something a bit more "professional" ?
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Most of the time I try to keep my journal upbeat. Though I know I've had a handful of bitching or being down.

But some days, especially lately, it's as if some secret has gone around and friends are dropping like flies. And mentally I'm asking WTF Did I do?!?

I've always been someone that if I had a problem with a friend I would...
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nanette:
You do have a friend in NY... smile
bonddude33:
You just have to stay strong. A real friend will stick with you through the tough times, no matter what others may say about you. This quote by Bob Marley basically sums up how friendship is with most people: "The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."
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lb42:
YAY puppies!!!

*tosses doggie treat fer the pups*
emanuelle:
love Donal puppy
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So,.......

I just e-mailed a girl a confrontation letter. We worked together at my last job which I held for 7 years. And every day for 7 years this hoe made my life a living fucking hell. And obviously I still get angry when the memories roll by or it comes up in conversation.

I was to the point and even polite, her response cracks...
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narada_:
lol you made me laugh! "Fuck dem hoes" indeed. <3
muerta:
oo i hate those type of people. you are such a sweet person!
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One of the things that has plagued me forever is makeup. I never could afford professional products so I use cheap drug store brands that don't do what I want them to do but had gotten me this far.

Since I just got a bit of money from working a trade show this weekend all these things are in my mind but I still can't...
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jessikah:
I wouldn't want to replace my entire stash, I am going one product at a time. But the cheapest color of mine I found of course was on ebay and still out of my price range. So it will be one item at a time that I save for.

I use my fingers all the time. I often feel the heat from my hands sets eye makeup better with patting it on with my fingertip.

I have a train case that I saved in my wishlist that I'm going to save up for too. I've heard of people transforming tool boxes. The case I saved has a large bottom and would work really well for what I have.
jessikah:
Oh, this rant came about because of this weekend and having to constantly refresh my face and check for smudging running lines and sweat. My makeup nearly didnt survive and that did not help while promotional modeling.
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Today was the end of a 3 day convention that I worked at. Very early hours which meant trying to accomplish early nights.

It was the JA NY convention, jewelry. I worked for a high end jeweler and I have got to say it was awesome.
One the first day I wore a pair of huge chocolate diamond earrings that wholesaled for $10,000. The second...
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nanette:
Thus us all very great news (except for the pain)... But yay and I hope they do pay for the flight!
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nanette:
I velive last year it was 40J but I've gotten bigger I need to get some measuring tape to figure it out.
nanette:
i know...you dont want to know how muh it costs to dress these...i am constantsly squeezing them into lane bryants cheaper bras....blargh
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emanuelle:
amazingg
jessikah:
I just got it in the mail the other day. I'll put a picture up soon. It feels amazing.
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reuben:
Clever lady ^_^
angel_of_anarchy:
Hellarad you are.