Guys, I have a few things to say and I hope you will listen:
1. What went on with me and Ashley was between me and Ashley, I would say you should avoid weighing an opinion until you know the whole story but thats just the thing, its our story. We don't need opinons. I don't want people debating something they know nothing about. I mean hey, do whatever you want, I just think its silly. Its like arguing a verdict when you only know half the evidence. Except no one asked for a jury
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2. I really am fine. I swear. I don't want people to think I didn't care (or don't care) about Ashley because I do. And yes I was all shaky and hurt when it happened, but what kind of Buddhist would pine for someone who doesn't want him. I don't want people based solely on what they are. I want them based on what we have together. So if she isn't bringing anything to the table there isn't much else to say.
3. I really do love the people I have met on here and I am so thankful for all of them. For ever single negative experience I have had with individuals I have met whole crew (SG BOSTON! or NY or PA, tee hee) to make up for them.
4. William Shatner's Has Been isthe best album.. EVER.
5. my new ipod is cute and pink, yay me.
6. I feel like I'm stealing the Finch Journal Format on accident here.
7. My only goal in life right now is to get out of TN so whatever is going on in my love life is secondary to that. Perhaps I would feel different about this if i weren't leaving but if I weren't leaving perhaps we would have treated each other diferently.
8. I'm gonna do my best to keep my love life private in the future so when i write something, try not to guess who it is because it might not be areal person at all. I am a writer after all and we do like to embellish.
9. I know alot of you still haven't seen this, so go leave me a comment.
This is me, the me I wish I was more often. Cute and loving, and fun. This is my Cor Cordium.
10. And finally, to two people who deleted me on the day Ash broke up with me, presumably because of her journal entry,thank you. I needed the laugh, and I didn't need you around. I don't even really know who it was, because I have better things to do then sift through my friends list and ponder yester year.
11. OH YEAH, muah.
1. What went on with me and Ashley was between me and Ashley, I would say you should avoid weighing an opinion until you know the whole story but thats just the thing, its our story. We don't need opinons. I don't want people debating something they know nothing about. I mean hey, do whatever you want, I just think its silly. Its like arguing a verdict when you only know half the evidence. Except no one asked for a jury
.
2. I really am fine. I swear. I don't want people to think I didn't care (or don't care) about Ashley because I do. And yes I was all shaky and hurt when it happened, but what kind of Buddhist would pine for someone who doesn't want him. I don't want people based solely on what they are. I want them based on what we have together. So if she isn't bringing anything to the table there isn't much else to say.
3. I really do love the people I have met on here and I am so thankful for all of them. For ever single negative experience I have had with individuals I have met whole crew (SG BOSTON! or NY or PA, tee hee) to make up for them.
4. William Shatner's Has Been isthe best album.. EVER.
5. my new ipod is cute and pink, yay me.
6. I feel like I'm stealing the Finch Journal Format on accident here.
7. My only goal in life right now is to get out of TN so whatever is going on in my love life is secondary to that. Perhaps I would feel different about this if i weren't leaving but if I weren't leaving perhaps we would have treated each other diferently.
8. I'm gonna do my best to keep my love life private in the future so when i write something, try not to guess who it is because it might not be areal person at all. I am a writer after all and we do like to embellish.
9. I know alot of you still haven't seen this, so go leave me a comment.
This is me, the me I wish I was more often. Cute and loving, and fun. This is my Cor Cordium.
10. And finally, to two people who deleted me on the day Ash broke up with me, presumably because of her journal entry,thank you. I needed the laugh, and I didn't need you around. I don't even really know who it was, because I have better things to do then sift through my friends list and ponder yester year.
11. OH YEAH, muah.
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Your real friends are here for you both through it all, and I'm glad you know that.
Enjoy your night and I will try and enjoy RI.
x0x0,
-me-
That's all.