jessewestend

OK .... so... it appears that I may be quitting my job as a used car salesmen (yes my job is to be not one, not two, but three automous car salesmen, all in carying degrees of sleaze... hey there is a word combo not often enough used, Degrees Of Sleaze... anyways. It appears I may be quitting now because I have been REoffered the job teaching Creative Writing (which I clearly failed in college) at the inner city middle schools.

Pros and cons of this situation:
+ personal, spiritual, and physical growth (I also lead them in phsyical activities like basketball and you can just guess how hard it is to get any of my friends to play basketball with me...)
+ 20 dollars an hour
-15 hours a week
- would need a second job
- would make moving to san fransisco even harder.
+I am buying my new laptop with credit
- I'm buying my new laptop with credit
+ I can sell my delll to help pay for it
- dude its a dell, it aint worth shit.
+ I won't have to pay for a room anymore in SF
- because i'm sharing one
+we are putting a bed in the laundry room for sex
- see the above and seriously think hard on it
+ I'm going to be active so smoking will seem silly so I can finally try to quit.
- I won't look cool when I'm angry at night with the wind blowing in my face as I steer the caddy with one hand with social d on in the background.
+ titties
- distance
+ Star wars 3 (going to go watch it at a friends house)
- I have to get up to do that

Eh fuck it.

I miss you boo.