jesus. that last post was harsh, someone obviously hasn't slept in 28 hours...
I'm honestly just bitter that this week won't end. I feel many changes coming on, perhaps today will be the last time I feel a need to punish her, or myself, by continuing this farcical relationship. I only wanted to win, and I did, but now I pity her and isnt that just a form of perpetuation?
3.5 hours until I have to wake up for work. I'm borrowing the Last Samurai so I can watch it with Poison Suicide on Saturday, and possibly About A Boy as well.
3.5 days from now I will be watching that movie and I will know a great deal more about today than anyone who was here could tell me.
3.5 weeks from now and I will be out of this god damn city, back home, safe and rent free and happy to simply drink coffee and draw for 6 hours a night at waffle house.
and then by december, i will be starting a 3.5 day drive to San Fransisco, complete with stops in Portland and Chicago, and wherever else my Caddy takes me. Who wants to meet me in OR?
I'm honestly just bitter that this week won't end. I feel many changes coming on, perhaps today will be the last time I feel a need to punish her, or myself, by continuing this farcical relationship. I only wanted to win, and I did, but now I pity her and isnt that just a form of perpetuation?
3.5 hours until I have to wake up for work. I'm borrowing the Last Samurai so I can watch it with Poison Suicide on Saturday, and possibly About A Boy as well.
3.5 days from now I will be watching that movie and I will know a great deal more about today than anyone who was here could tell me.
3.5 weeks from now and I will be out of this god damn city, back home, safe and rent free and happy to simply drink coffee and draw for 6 hours a night at waffle house.
and then by december, i will be starting a 3.5 day drive to San Fransisco, complete with stops in Portland and Chicago, and wherever else my Caddy takes me. Who wants to meet me in OR?
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baby_c:
waffle house is the best. been there alot. im buy frisco. thats a long drive. u should play music as loud as u can and sing to it really loud the whole way here. i would its good stress releaver for me. if you care. that was random. 
panda_pewp:
hi......how are you?
hi......how are you?