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Its really sad when people without lives have to attack mine to have something to do just because things actually happen to me. I seriously wonder what the fuck I am still doing on this website.

Actually, yeah I am pretty sure i'm gonna go Away for a while. Yeah if you have anything to say to me, say it before I get off of...
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redwinterroses:
That's fucked up, dear. I'm sorry that it happened.
brinny:
ok well, if you are not 15 anymore, why are you doing what they want you to do by acting 15 and stoping something that you like...
if you enjoy something fuck what other people think... why do they matter?
it isnt like you are harming someone or yourself..
I think i was in the same boat as you a few months ago... i was going to quite sg... for what i think may be the same reason as you, but then i relised that is what they want.. fuck that... fuck that.
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first of all I want to thank all the people that actually read that long ass story, well long for a BLOG anyways. So thank you, I needed some lovin.
Secondly, work today kicked ass. I finally got to work on some writing exercises and holy fuck do these kids need it. It makes me sad to realize it but... some of these kids can...
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gangstaswan:
I love reading your stories. Not only are they super creative, but they are so incredibly well written. As an editor, it's nice once in a while to read something that isn't riddled with errors and just be able to enjoy the writing.
heatherann:
Oh, by four whole days. Ooooh, you're so much older and WISER than I am. wink

Dingbat.

Typical virgo. biggrin
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And even though no one will read it, say hello to the newest short story/chapter of my novel/anthology.

The Spider that Broke the Camels Back.

I had been living comfortably a few miles from my hometown for four years when it happened.. Id been attending school on and off and trying to come up with a plan for myself beyond paying for and occupying space...
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variety:
that's some beautiful stuff... wow!
sarahjane:
is that so!?
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dimmi:
Thanx...that means a lot to me.I've been crying for two days now.I MISS HM....your sweet. I be glad to tell you that his death was quick not long and painfull. I found him in O.B.(Ocean Beach) and that's the exact spot I went to go burry him.
apadravya:
tee-hee!!!
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its 7 am in the bible belt. the streets are deserted. the sun is rising into light cloud cover, just enough so the world looks bright and new but not blazing and fierce. My pocket is filled with other people's gratuitous generosity and my cigarette tastes like love. with the window down and the stereo off I take the scenic route home, speeding through the...
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sid:
I'm kinda horrified that you know dolly parton lyrics... tongue but then again, you are from TN.. so at the same time I shouldn't expect anything less! wink

and thanks for the messages. biggrin

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jessewestend:
i don't know dolly parton lyrics. read the news on the front page of SG...
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messages to people who won't read them.
1. wake me at kickoff. steelers v. dolphins. eeeee.
2. and a quote "you know, we went together about as wella s orange juice and toothpaste?"
3. I'm gonna redraw you, the ones I did when i came back from sf were craptatic, you deserve better fan art. .
4. you better show up to work tonight.
5....
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heracleitus:
As long as I'm good and decently drunk, I might as well admit it that, whether through sheer masochism or whatever you choose to believe, I have gone to the trouble of reading your journal (as I still have you marked as "interesting") on the occasions that I have wandered back into the SG community. And, through the very inadequate information I have gathered via your posts, I have come to the most likely inaccurate conclusion that you are part me as I was about two years ago and part me as I want and am trying to be. As such, I am thinking, if things had been different in the beginning, we might have been friends. Thus, I am proposing that I forget whatever shit you talked about me (which, honestly, I don't remember anyway) and you forgive or forget whatever I did to you and we make a go at being friends, or whatever the SG equivalent thereof is, since the RL version is, due to relative location, unavailable. Just a thought...
ari:
Sigh...

Things have been crazy.



I don't know what to do anymore.
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Titans v. Falcons in twenty minutes.
Just got off of work, where i played dodgeball with magnet school kids for 20 dollars an hour.
I start Waffle House tonight from 9pm till 7 am, where I will make 20 dollars in 10 hours. Gotta love those waiter's wages. Here's hoping I do well. I'm shooting for a 100+ in tips, I mean thats only 10...
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sid:
i like chicken tacos... bok
tadzi:
you cant top this mustache

eventually i had to get rid of it though...it was cumbersome.
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heatherann:
Which is why I refuse to date anyone 'stunning'.
heatherann:
Someone who is far away right now. frown Boo.
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Guys, I have a few things to say and I hope you will listen:
1. What went on with me and Ashley was between me and Ashley, I would say you should avoid weighing an opinion until you know the whole story but thats just the thing, its our story. We don't need opinons. I don't want people debating something they know nothing about. I...
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sid:
Good call. On all accounts.

Your real friends are here for you both through it all, and I'm glad you know that.

Enjoy your night and I will try and enjoy RI.

x0x0,
-me-
roxymoron:
hmmm...I have no idea what you are talking about! biggrin I am happily unaware of some of the life drama around here. I just popped in to remind you that, based on your sets in SB, you still have cute tushie and a great smile!

That's all. smile
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suburban_relapse:
Sending.....
cerebro:
not suggesting anything but you photograph well.. my sister is appriciating you right about now tongue tongue
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the only way I know how to give someone space is to delete their number and all their screen names and email adresses because I always feel like there is something I can say to make things better. but I know I'm wrong...

and the only place where I always feel better is waffle house. everyone there is happy to see me, and interested in...
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carina:
I know it doesn't help, but I'm the same way. I always feel the need to fix things and sometimes we can't and it's one the worst feelings in the world. I hope things get better for you though.
meanwhile:
well i dont want to add to the aw boo hoo's im sure you dont need to read another one to make you feel better. haha
Although i do hope you'd cheer up.
Send me your number one more time so i can call you when im in the area.
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I suck.

Bad guy. Bad Boyfriend.

Felt like a jack ass for being so bitchy becase Ashley wasn't the one I was mad at, and yet she is the only person who could have read that. Matt and megan and Jonzee and Heather and Savannah and everyone i fucking hang out with seem to screen my calls or just not answer and half the time...
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quinne:
you could never be as bad a boyfrind as i am wife
quinne:
havnt seen him since friday
he hates me too