jessesixx

Im young. I feel very, very old. I feel like I have experienced everything there is to experience. im immune to feeling excited or happy over anything. Ive folded my aspirations away, I dont write goals because I dont need that disappointment on top of my already disappointing life. No one cares what I have to say. I don't feel anything for my brothers and sisters. My mother doesnt like me. The friends I have only care about themselves. I have a computer. Who put me into this sick joke called life. I feel like that Nine Inch Nails song Every Day Is Exactly The Same. I cant die because thats an unreasonable way to solve things. Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same.