jeremyh

I've really been stressing myself out lately...

I think it's starting to mess with my tummy, because I'm not feeling the greatest.

I need to relax. All I want to do is finalize this thing with the new apartment I'm moving in to and I should be alright. The only thing is I'm having touble getting hold of the landlady and my asshole thief of a roomate is disconnecting the phone on Saturday.

Stacie put a smile on my face though, so that made me feel a little bit better. And if I can get this shit taken care of, then I'll be going camping for week starting this Monday. I hope I can take care of this crap.

Here is poem:

Ode to a Beauty without comparison

I decided, yesterday, to quit drinking....
Why?
Well, in the past I drank to be happy,
to make myself feel better.
I thought there was no other way,
then, I met you.
Now I know there is no way I can happy,
no way I can be content,
unless I can hold you in my arms.
I wish to gaze, deeply, into your eyes...
and say,
I love you.
Tu.' Shay'
I am plagued by wretchedness...
and, like a flower, you would be wilted from such intentions;
Can the light shine in darkness?
An angel and devil may have no amour.
I am cursed.
I am despair....
I concede to the truth,
There is no way to be happy.