Tuesday Nov 09, 2004

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FUCK DERRICK. that is about all i can say right now. and AJ... call me. i don't care what time it is.. please just call me
bepps:
Yea! Fuck the fucking fuckers! Let's break stuff! *grabs the nearest item and throws it down on the ground* YEA! biggrin

Saturday Nov 06, 2004

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... i'm not falling into mind games. i'm just not doing well all on my own. i feel alone. incredibly fucking alone. supposedly i'm not alone anymore, ya know.. the whole boyfriend in arizona thing.. but i dunno.. it doesn't make me feel less alone. i'm not feelin fuckin sorry for myself so don't think that. don't think i'm a stupid weak ass person who...
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aj_paradiselost:
I don't understand why chicks as pretty as you Jenny Penny should feel that way. You are incredibly smart, and possess a smile that would make Lord Lucifer melt. Anyway beautiful I want to talk to you soon. I got your message but I was in the shower and I would NEVER dream of not returning your messages. I think you should write more when you are down. We all feel down, it is how we channel it that makes us masters of ourselves. I'm gonna crash now. Hugs and multiple kisses, in all the right places............I'm being wicked.....lol......bye beautiful princess.

Thursday Nov 04, 2004

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.. feelin shitty tonight... i cut. yep.. there ya go.. everyone can yell at me now. frown idk... just... love me
aj_paradiselost:
Hey Pretty Penny. I miss ya. Whats wrong? Did your new latest forbid you from sending e-mails to at least say hello? Anyway I hope you are okay and not falling into any mind games. I worry about you, well, fucking worry without Pity, but hey, you know me. L8er beautiful, miss ya lots.

Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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well.. i guess i dunno.. i'm just goin with whatever right now on the Derrick thing, have fun while it lasts I guess?? I stayed up wayyyy too late last night. Tonight I am gonna go to bed as soon as I get out of work at 11. Or at least that sounds good right now. haha. I have a ton of work to do....
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Monday Nov 01, 2004

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decent day today i suppose.. talked to derrick quite a bit.. i dunno.. i still get confused sometimes when i think about me and derrick. like.. is it really possible to have a boyfriend who lives on the other side of the country, who you most likely won't ever meet? is it practical? i don't know. people tell me as long as i'm happy they...
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madhatter32481:
Hey its cool, you found someone you care about and seems to care about you. But you are right, it isnt practical to call someone your boyfriend, you have never met and the chances of you meeting are rather slim. Not to rain on your parade hun but I think you should look for someone near you. I am not saying stop talking to this guy but definitly keep yout options is all. And I persoanlly would not tell my friends about him but thats just me.
aj_paradiselost:
My advice is to listen to madhatter, sounds sound as it sounds.

Sunday Oct 31, 2004

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Derrick is my boyfriend and I love him lots so none of you can have me... sorry frown
akirali:
you didnt tell me you had a boyfriend wink

secret keeper tongue

Sunday Oct 31, 2004

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hmm... went out tonight.. had a decent time. looked FUCKING HOT. lol, and no one noticed or cared frown guess there were just too many hotties around. check out my pics.. i'm postin some of my goin out ones.. of course the vinyl cat one.. that's me.. tonight! hehe.. check it out and lemme know if ya wanna see a set in that dress wink
bepps:
Oooo you WAS lookin damn sexy in your vinyl dress! I definitely do wanna see a set with you in that dress for sure. And out of it of course. biggrin
aj_paradiselost:
Hey beautiful, Did I talk to you last night? I kind of think I did but I'm not sure. Maybe it was too many shots of Yeigermiester. I made of DREAMT that I spoke to you. I do that alot you fucking hottie. Anyway, I hope to talk to ya later okay? L8er babe.

Thursday Oct 28, 2004

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missed another class today.

what's going on with me?

can't anyone help? frown
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bepps:
I wish I could. Unfortunately all I can do is keep you up late at night n make it hard for you to make it into class. I wish it wasn't that way, but when I do get to, I enjoy talking to you. biggrin
unknowntrigram:
welcome to the bcb group

Wednesday Oct 27, 2004

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.. i dunno what's up with me. up and down. up and down down down and woah... way up, then wait.. i'm down? ugh. this is getting to be too much for me to deal with. missin classes right and left.. not doing homework.. not studying.. not sleeping at night......... someone help me please.
akirali:
I'm sorry you're on the roller-coaster. Thanks for the offer hon. If i had money, and/or a car I'd come for a visit kiss
akirali:
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Wednesday Oct 27, 2004

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up and down and all around.. my mood for the day.

talked to an acquaintance from online a few times tonight.. hmm....... what's up with this... he calls me his girlfriend.... not sure what to think of this.. all i know is this... i'm sore right now so i can't imagine what sex will be... eeek
aj_paradiselost:
YOur sore huh? and someone calls you his girlfriend? I think I'm fucking Jealous Pretty Penny. Anyway I'll talk to you soon. Oh yeah, sex? Over fucking rated.......L8er beautiful.
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