Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

jennynicole

Cassadaga, NY

Member Since 2004

Followers 34 Following 23

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Nov 14, 2006

Nov 14, 2006
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Not a whole lot going on here besides me stressing of course. School has like double the workload lately because I'm teaching this 4 day unit to the 8th graders whom I"ll be student teaching next semester. SO I get up in the morning and teach, then go to work then go to class then go home (hopefully by about 7pm..8:30 on wednesdays) to eat and maybe get in an hour of tv, followed by working on homework and/or grading 8th grade hmwk and/or replanning stuff for my lesson. Two nights ago I freaked out. It wasn't even a huge deal that was freaking me out but it was literally one of the worst freakouts I've ever had. It hasn't happened to me in over a year and this was worse than it ever has been. I always thought it was just a mind over matter thing, you rationalize it then you don't want to do it anymore. But this time was different, this was my body shaking, my muscles tightening and spasming, me not being able to control what my body was doing at all. And all I could think of was the one way I knew how to gain control.. but Crissy was there and just laying there looking at me. I got through it, but that physical urge was truly something I hope I wont ever experience again. It just scares me because I know what this stress is doing to my body and like I said.. this is NOTHING compared to what its gonna be like next semester with student teaching. I just hope everything is going to be alright. blackeyed
gayballs:
Holy shit!!
Take it easy, WOMAN
Nov 14, 2006

More Blogs

  • 04.12.06
    1

    Wednesday Apr 12, 2006

    It was 70 degrees outside today, so glad its finally warming up. I w…
  • 04.11.06
    1

    Tuesday Apr 11, 2006

    The sun was truly wonderful today. It warmed up to 70 degrees, which…
  • 04.10.06
    2

    Monday Apr 10, 2006

    I've kinda been all up n down and all over the place lately, and for …
  • 04.07.06
    3

    Friday Apr 07, 2006

    Some of the best lyrics ever... Hope you are all enjoying your weeken…
  • 04.06.06
    2

    Friday Apr 07, 2006

    Here's the thing about me... I can feel like shit really well by myse…
  • 04.05.06
    4

    Thursday Apr 06, 2006

    I can't remember if I posted this here before or not. In light of re…
  • 03.23.06
    1

    Thursday Mar 23, 2006

    I'm thinking about taking a break from my life as I know it. Possibl…
  • 03.09.06
    0

    Friday Mar 10, 2006

    I'll be watching Crissy play hockey all this weekend. Tournament in …
  • 03.06.06
    2

    Monday Mar 06, 2006

    I pick things up I am a collector And things, well things, they ten…
  • 02.15.06
    1

    Wednesday Feb 15, 2006

    Not much goin on here. My mom cleaned my room for a Valentine's Day p…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
8
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,514 followers
  • 14,920,612 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,392,861 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo