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I really need to update this thing more often. Not much is going on besides me being incredibly disappointed that I didn't get to go see Billy Idol this weekend. My girlfriend had to work, and I of course didn't want to go to a concert alone, so I got a few more holes poked into my head and just chilled out waiting for her...
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gamma:
I hear ya about the school thing...back to school on Sept. 7 for me. Although, I'm pretty happy about it because I really like being in school, I just tend to not like where I go (UMass). You will be happy in the long run for not living on campus; just think if you hate doing all those papers now, what would it be like if you had all the distraction? And being an introvert I would have to say that alone is much better sometimes smile

Hang in there! wink
xevilxashleyx:
Aww, no Billy Idol? frown I love him!

On the other hand, I sort of wish I was still in school. I need something to occupy my days as well as my nights, and school + working full time did that for me. Bleh!

Good luck, and keep your chin up. Things will be good!
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happy birthday to me
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aj_paradiselost:
Happy birthday doll. Tell Chrissy her gift to you is pleasure fucker..............Hell yes. You can take some pictures for me, just kidding. And if dad wants to give you a hard time enjoy it, he is being a dad. Some of us may never know what it's like and some things don't last forever. Bye baby, I hope I'll be able to wish you many more birthdays.........L8er..........Aj
aj_paradiselost:
Get a job, and get more sleep......Freakkkkkkkkkkk ha ha ha..........L8er...........Aj
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I'd like to start off by apologizing for my last update. When I feel myself getting like that I really need to not allow myself near any communication devices. It only causes me deep regret later on.

I always try to interpret every single fucking aspect of my life... and as it generally turns out. I overreact. I overanalyze. I force anyone close to me...
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aj_paradiselost:
Calm down babe.................Just..............calm.........down......... I think I should send you a shitload of PInk Floyd CDS. Would they work? Trust me, you would be surprised..........L8er......Aj
domnicella:
How is VA beach anyways?
Lucky you didn't biggrin ..oh and thanks..it's a year old.
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So... doing wayyy too much thinking today. And I decided that I act far older than I am. People are always fucking telling me that I'm only 18, I can't know what real stress is. And I'm sure when you're over 30, it seems like the life of an 18 year old must seem completely uncomplicated. BUT, its not. I know I don't have to...
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aj_paradiselost:
Are you clicking on all of my friends posts? cause everytime I go to them I see comments from you. What are you doing? You are freaking me out now.
domnicella:
Thank you for the yoga tip in PSW group.
Im curious about it all. smile
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Sooo... Yesterday I went to see Mr. & Mrs. Smith with my Crissy. It would've been a really good movie I think if the couple behind us hadn't been totally having sex. I heard the girl moan at least three times and could totally see them rocking back and forth. I just found it to be quite disrespectful. I mean, I can understand cuddling, maybe...
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Wellllllll.. I decided now that I'm actually making some money again.. that $18 wasn't that much to spend for my fav SG!!! So.. I'm back. Whenever I find my digital camera I'll try to post some new pics n whatnot.. Just tryin to catch up on everything. Missed you all so much... and missed seein the HOTTT girls the mostest. hehe. ttyl.
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aj_paradiselost:
Awwww fuck, here comes trouble.....Hey fucker, this was a shocker, well sort of. I was in the bookstore and I had a feeling you were back on SG, no shit. I"m fucking psychic like that. L8er..........AJ
aj_paradiselost:
P.S.-So whose credit card did you steal?
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I'm officially dating Crissy now. I should be super happy but there's still some shit goin down in my life. Stupid shit that I just can't get over. I need to fucking do my work frown Someone kick my ass into shape... or check me into a mental hospital.. or something........
evil_mad_hatter:
I would avoid mental hospitals. The food really blows.
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fuck.. got kicked off that cloud 9 easily. I dunno what's wrong with me except maybe I actually am bipolar. I dunno.. all i know is that I'm stressed out major. I freaked out last night completely. I just don't wanna have to be on medicine to be normal. I know I'll get yelled at for saying I wanna be normal, but I don't mean...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey babe, I'd ask whats new but I guess I can see you are a little stressed out. Just a little. Still at home with the family? I hope things are going well and they are giving you plenty of shit. LOL, why should you have it easy? Medication for a time isn't a bad thing, sometimes it fucking helps us to get through whatever it is we need to get through. Anyway how did that fucking tattoo heal? Tell mom you want another one for christmas and that you want it NOW! Maybe she'll fund it for you, yeah right. Anyway babe, talk to ya soon I hope...L8er.
ratchet:
Meds aren't so bad, I have been on Paxil for almost a year now without any significant side effects. Bipolar disorder is some nasty stuff but it is well controlled with meds, you just have to deal with being mellow instead of having extreme highs and lows. It is mostly the extreme highs people have trouble with giving up.. anyhoo, hope you are doing better talk to you laterz
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life confuses me so much... but i'm tryin to just go with the flow on stuff... whatever happens happens, ya know? heh, i dunno.. i'm just like.. on cloud nine....
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turkey day was ok.. i'm absolutely stuffed of course. i hate spending this much time with my family. they seriously just need to back off my fuckin case. i'm about ready to explode.
aj_paradiselost:
Explode over what babe, the turkey or the family thing? LOL Everyone's family gets on thier case, that is what family is for that is why you go out drinking after family events to quell the anxiety. Pretty fucked up that you can't pick your family, or maybe you can? I guess we will find out all those things at death. Have a good weekend beautiful, find something to do, go somewhere, have a ball. Look in the phone pages, maybe there is a coffee house somewhere where you can hang out and listen to poetry, maybe even meet some fuckers. Anyway babeeeeee. Take care, I've gotta get ready for work, I'll talk to ya soon.
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I'm sick and tired of people thinking that I"m doing things to go with the trend. That's not how I am. I'm just trying to be me and be okay with whatever that is. I've given up on being accepted by other people, I'm moving on to accepting myself. So do me a favor and dont' fucking accuse me of being another mindless trend follower....
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bepps:
Hey, as long as the trend is to take naked pictures of yourself and post them on the internet, I think that's a trend worth following. biggrin
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smile I went out last night with some of my gay guy friends.... and Crissy met us there.. at the gay club.. so i danced with crissy and well.. made out with crissy... and wanted to go back to her place really really really bad, but my mom needed her car this morning, so i couldn't frown ..... i guess maybe sometimes life isn't so bad though....
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b57913:
I wish I was buried in the sisterhood of women. Lesbians get so much done in a day.

Its always Go Team!