it's funny how you can have a good day and by the end, it all turns to shit.
been having a few of those lately.
today - good day - good food, good friends, good beer and good times.
came home to a shit pile of stress and now sunday looks to be shaping into not a good day -
i have a paper due i have still no enthusiasm, energy, willpower, ko'ach, or idea how to write.
i have to fax a student loan company in the US b/c they sent me a bill but i sent in a deferment...i'm still in school.
and i have to deal w/ bank shit b/c i got a registered letter and what i could read quite possibly freaks me out and i have to go and set up a payment plan so i can get them out of my hair. my dad said he might come into herzliya (where my bank is) to help me out. i just don't want to get into any more trouble than i am already in.
i just want to cry, kick, scream, yell..i don't know.
it was a good day...now, blah.
but by sunday i will take care of it all...i don't want this weighing me down. joual is coming home next week and i want to be happy and perky and bubbly and if i take care of all this, i will be.
i could really just use a hug from him right now, major cuddle.
not only all that but now i find out one of the roommates is moving out in july (the guy) and now by july i need to find a new roommate. it can possibly wait til october but i'd rather not chance it.
so, any takers? nice apt. in raanana, decent size room (the guy has a full bed, a nice size desk and a good size closet...w/ room to spare). oh, and me. and i'm cool. i just think i am going to need a new roommate, stat. come live w/ me! you know you want to!
my dad told me not to stress but i am a bit....i can't help it. but there's nothing i can do til sunday as it is w/ the weekend starting tomorrow. so i will hold off. but i am still...just arg.
it will all be okay, i know that. i will take care of everything.
but i just need a full on happy day.
i think i will get that when joual is home for the weekend.
i promise to have everything done by then so i can enjoy our time together and not be worried.
i won't be worried.
i promise.
but i did have a good day and was a bad jew and had a philly cheesesteak sandwhich.
it was heaven.
and the beach was pretty b/c the waves were roaring in the mediterranean.
calm, peaceful and tranquil.
three words exact opposite of me right now but i am hoping to imbibe them by sunday.
been having a few of those lately.
today - good day - good food, good friends, good beer and good times.
came home to a shit pile of stress and now sunday looks to be shaping into not a good day -
i have a paper due i have still no enthusiasm, energy, willpower, ko'ach, or idea how to write.
i have to fax a student loan company in the US b/c they sent me a bill but i sent in a deferment...i'm still in school.
and i have to deal w/ bank shit b/c i got a registered letter and what i could read quite possibly freaks me out and i have to go and set up a payment plan so i can get them out of my hair. my dad said he might come into herzliya (where my bank is) to help me out. i just don't want to get into any more trouble than i am already in.
i just want to cry, kick, scream, yell..i don't know.
it was a good day...now, blah.
but by sunday i will take care of it all...i don't want this weighing me down. joual is coming home next week and i want to be happy and perky and bubbly and if i take care of all this, i will be.
i could really just use a hug from him right now, major cuddle.
not only all that but now i find out one of the roommates is moving out in july (the guy) and now by july i need to find a new roommate. it can possibly wait til october but i'd rather not chance it.
so, any takers? nice apt. in raanana, decent size room (the guy has a full bed, a nice size desk and a good size closet...w/ room to spare). oh, and me. and i'm cool. i just think i am going to need a new roommate, stat. come live w/ me! you know you want to!
my dad told me not to stress but i am a bit....i can't help it. but there's nothing i can do til sunday as it is w/ the weekend starting tomorrow. so i will hold off. but i am still...just arg.
it will all be okay, i know that. i will take care of everything.
but i just need a full on happy day.
i think i will get that when joual is home for the weekend.
i promise to have everything done by then so i can enjoy our time together and not be worried.
i won't be worried.
i promise.
but i did have a good day and was a bad jew and had a philly cheesesteak sandwhich.
it was heaven.
and the beach was pretty b/c the waves were roaring in the mediterranean.
calm, peaceful and tranquil.
three words exact opposite of me right now but i am hoping to imbibe them by sunday.
scarletletterman:
Cheer up! Everything will sort itself out. It always does. It hasn't been all that great for me either. On Monday the hard drive on my MacBook went kaput. It'll be at the Apple Store for about 5 days. Luckily, I have most of my stuff backed up and today, my truck is with my mechanic. When it rains it pours!