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you'll say "did they love you or what?"
i'll say "they love what i do.
the only one who really loves me is you."

Its been a long week and most everything in my life has changed. sorry i was absent for awhile. i think i did more in the past two weeks than most people i know do in an enitire year. it feels...
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fenchurch:
Haha yeah...I definitely didn't harbor any unrealistic expectations when I came here, but I know what you mean. I pictured more or less the Bennington that I got. Bob makes me unbelievably uneasy. He is slowly but surely trying to infuse Bennington policy with restrictions based on his much more conservative views. He claims he accepted the job at Bennington because he "liked the student body, and wanted to get to know them," yet at every open meeting he has held, as well as personal meetings with me and others I've talked to, he exudes a subtle complete disdain for us. I wish you could meet him, something about the man is just utterly repulsive. His eyes glaze over when he talks to you. It's like he's come here, he knows how he wants things to be, and he's going about changing them as quickly as possible.

Also: he's already had paintings removed from the up-cafe because they were obscene. There was an outcry, and they were replaced, but it's that type of mentality that terrifies me. My biggest fear is that this "philosophy of life" will outline new definitions of what is considered obscene or graphic (since this issue came up with the ordered removal of the porn tree) and that these definitions will be extended to students' artwork. That would be the beginning of the end, in my mind. I hope that through all of this publicity, myself and the other students who are involved/being interviewed can try to make it clear that nudity is not the issue. I'm really irked at the press so far for focusing on that and nothing else. Myself and another student who wasn't even quoted in the Reuters article both spent over an hour being interviewed by this woman on the phone, but as you can see, she was painfully selective in her writing. Argh.
lostarchitect:
uh. i have no idea what you posted and then removed.. so..

whatever
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lostarchitect:
congrats on opening night, sweets! kiss
crushjunkie:
Thank you very much. I'll need all the luck I can get.

*goes out to buy rabbit's foot*

smile
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i heart ny.

bistro burgers. the japanese saki place on E 9th. the park. the museums. being the only white girl on the train. that i could walk around in a hoodie all day and tomorrow i will probably be in snow shoes. the brooklyn bridge. that the hip neighborhoods only stay hip for six months. that even though this town is so big you...
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lostarchitect:
*kiss*
archidork:
you changed you name again!
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"when a person suspects their significant other of cheating, theyre probably right. if they are sure their significant other is cheating, theyre wrong".

jeez. i need to stop hanging around boys. its bad for me. but the halo2 is sooooo good.
god please grant me self control. smile
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flaneur:
Excellent projections.

Just noticed we're born a day apart. Perfection? Clearly. wink
dade37:
hell yeah halo kicks the lamas ass!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheating what drove them to leave and there is always a problem in the relation ship first either him or her or both
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so i had dinner with the ex tonight. its been over a year. it was weird, to say the least and he's still very angry. he tried to belittle what we had by saying i never understood him. he says it was fitting that our song was "don't think twice, its allright." i said that this song was released right after we broke up (its...
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pumpkineater:
...so how did the dinner end?
dade37:
so what did you eat for dinner? i was supposed to meet up with my ex but she just started in on the same old bullshit everytime when you doesnt want anything from me or is pissed off and vents on me. it doesnt matter cause soon i will be a few thousand miles away from her biggrin
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well its over and i have to say i'm pretty shocked. been thinking alot since last night and ive come to the terrifying conclusion that i am naive. its not just the election.
i feel like a complete outsider. over half of this country lives under an agenda that i simply do not understand. i'm not saying "those republicans", but i am saying that it...
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papawheelie:
yeah. i know a lot of people who produce "self help" style sex videos here in SF. carol queen is an amazing woman. and a good friend. it might be worth emailing her and asking her personally where to find whatever you are specifically looking for, she knows all about women and orgasms *wink*
papawheelie:
i see your point, yeah. that is pretty odd. it might be worth getting a few of those ed powers flicks. they are very amateur and the women aren't faking it, but like i said it can sometimes be a little masoginistic (you know, like intended for men or whatever...)

i've been frustrated about this for years. i like it way more when women are actually having fun and not just going through the motions (i mean in movies, but in actual sex too). mainstream porn is so bizarre



edit - too bad those boys hijacked your thread, i was psyched to see someone posing a serious question!

[Edited on Nov 04, 2004 11:09PM]
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Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that...
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boxofficepoison:
Actually I didn't see Bats.

I just fell into the floor a bit.

Someone made the carpet out of liquid.

dumbasses.
crushjunkie:
...almost. I still have 2 months of work (and a defense) ahead of me before I can jump for joy.
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someday i will get married. when i do there will be a huge cermony involving bridesmaides blowing bubbles and guests dressed as the marx bros. not to mention the dozen sicilian mourners i will hire to cry in the back of the church as they mourn the death of my single life. the grand finale, it has been decided, is me in a wedding gown...
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lostarchitect:
perhaps i have created the stars and the sun and this enormous house, but i no longer remember.
fenchurch:
I can't make out with no one, TheAngus is in North Carolina and me stuck up here at your alma mater...........


...which brings me to the point of my post which was just to say hey cool you lived in Swan? That's the house my most recently posted pic is in smile They threw a pretty good Halloween party last night...